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I get really polite and kind when im on opiates

Paultoombes

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i see alot of people talk about opiate rage, but when i use opiates I actually become much more patient and kind to people, and I actually feel good giving compliments and asking people about their day (the first time i used hydrocodone my brother could tell because i was just suuper nice and happy, to an almost unnatural level)

does anyone else become a flowerchild when they're on opiates?
 
I gotta consciously remind myself not to make any promises when I'm high around friends lol. Very easy to be philanthropic about the future in the moment. It's more of a concern when both of us are high cuz then we get all heartfelt and shit LMAO. Over years it has improved however.
 
It makes sence if a dipresant does that, especially a very ephoric one, such as opiates. How an opiate addiction will affect you when you are not high is an other thing, though.
 
Yes I get/used to get the same thing on Dexedrine. I assume it's when addiction happens that your mood is no longer the better than you reality and it's like hanging on to and barely enjoying a fix. I wish opiates were prescribed for ADHD or general sadness since most of us don't seem depressed just Sad and opiate is the only like specific fix. Who wouldn't want to live a life kind to others and accepting of everything and humble.
I feel like this would be possible if opiates were prescribed at a very low dose titrating over years and years.
 
I get very talkative and present if I was in a good mood before getting high. On the other hand I get easily frustrated and irritable if I was in a shit mood prior to using.
 
man with me if im in a bad mood i get into a good mood, and if im in a good mood, i get in a really good mood.
 
i see alot of people talk about opiate rage

Opiate rage is very real if you are withdrawing, personally, dependent on if you're a male or not* I would say the anger you get from an opiate withdrawal is the closest experience to the way your girlfriend/wifes' PMS you'll ever get.

No joke either, I remember I went complete Hulk to the point I almost had a mental breakdown because my alliance in EVE Online lost a system lmao... (For anyone that plays, this was years ago, I was a GOON Era carrier pilot)

but when i use opiates I actually become much more patient and kind to people, and I actually feel good giving compliments and asking people about their day (the first time i used hydrocodone my brother could tell because i was just suuper nice and happy, to an almost unnatural level)

This is how you should normally feel while high on an opiate, although, I have found from other peoples experiences that individuals more susceptible to an opiate addiction will have better feelings from an opiate high; for example I was a heavy opiate user and I always swore that opiates made me feel so much better than cocaine/stims EVER could where as my friends who werent into opiates would say they always felt happier on cocaine/stims and that opiates made them feel down in the dumps
 
What difference would it make if it were percribed? If you think you can keep it with low doses, you can do it with street opiates. Except if you talk about quality.
 
They either make me really annoyed and aggravated like someone could be doing the littlest thing and it makes me so mad, driving I get so impatient especially!! But lately I've been finding myself be really talkative and nice and like trying to reach out to old friends and apologize for shit I've done in the past lmao but lately this is really weird but when I'm on opiates i get really goofy like sing and get resllt hyper
 
They either make me really annoyed and aggravated like someone could be doing the littlest thing and it makes me so mad, driving I get so impatient especially!! But lately I've been finding myself be really talkative and nice and like trying to reach out to old friends and apologize for shit I've done in the past lmao but lately this is really weird but when I'm on opiates i get really goofy like sing and get resllt hyper

Not to scare you, that is if you care, but judging solely off the way your statement is worded I would say you're beginning to build an opiate addiction...

Listen, I've been on both sides of the wall, so, I know the feels and I'm not going to convince you to seek help; all I ask is that you ponder on a very simple question:
"Do I have an addictive personality?" (Examples: Do I get addicted to games easily? Do I get addicted (binge watch) shows easily? Do I form habits very easily? Do I have trouble breaking away from habits, good or bad? Do I get attached to certain places, people, things often?)

If the answer to that question or any of those examples is a "Yes" I will tell you, man-to-man, addict-to-addict; you need to stop using opiates NOW, it will eventually ruin every single aspect of your life. Soon enough you'll be using opiates just to talk to people and do common things you did, no problem, beforehand. Here's a personal relation, before I recovered from my opiate addiction my reliance on opiates was so strong that it had gotten to the point that I would not talk to ANYONE if I was not high then, when I finally began to get clean&sober, I struggled for a couple years to regain my ability to communicate and my confidence while speaking with people... This is just a small example, I had much more terrible things occur to me and I did many horrible things to other people, friends&family alike.

BUT!! If for some reason you answered "No" to the above question(s), enjoy the opiates recreationally, do em maybe 2-3 times a month on the weekend and never do em multiple days in a row; even if you are not predisposed to addictive tendencies using opiates 2-3 days in a row will build a tolerance rapidly... At the end of the day long as you dont begin to rely on the opiate euphoria to get through your normal, every-day routine, you'll be golden Pony Boy.
 
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