i finally did it.........

well I think i finally did it. Opiates have no effect on me any more. I no longer shoot dope. so snorting or eating pills is my only way of going about the secret ritual. I just stopped methadone a few weeks ago, after 10 years of use. I was perscribed 15 fentanyl 100mcgs for a few months.....nothing. i got a script for opana(ER) nothing there either. morphine.....only a stomach ache. I get oxy 30s. but i only take them to help me remember what its like to snort something worth the trouble. Im on disability and i have an awsome doctor. so I get pretty much whatever i ask for. I just wish I could get that warm fuzzy all-is-well-in-the-universe feeling again. BUT I CAN'T. I can take enough shit to kill a horse. and I don't even get sleepy. I hate it. SO........I have resorted to drinking like a civ. ughhh...... the only thing I havent been perscribed is subutex. I cant believe it. I finally ran out of options
 
please be careful in getting overconfident in your tolerance. I understand methadone has an extremely long half-life so it very well could still be affecting your 'get high'.

too many people have fallen out from ingesting amounts that they thought wouldn't affect them. We get cocky and we die :(

Oh! welcome to Blogs, man! %) I'm interested in hearing more about you
 
ok sorry to post on this but am new and not sure if i can start my own yet. i also have an extremely high tolerance and was wondering if i was doing tings wrong. I love the entire process of snorting oxys. i can do at least 8 30's in one sitting (very expensive and ridiculous i know). Am I better off doing 2, then 2 more in 20 mins or so and so on and so on....... or does it not matter.......
 
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