well I think i finally did it. Opiates have no effect on me any more. I no longer shoot dope. so snorting or eating pills is my only way of going about the secret ritual. I just stopped methadone a few weeks ago, after 10 years of use. I was perscribed 15 fentanyl 100mcgs for a few months.....nothing. i got a script for opana(ER) nothing there either. morphine.....only a stomach ache. I get oxy 30s. but i only take them to help me remember what its like to snort something worth the trouble. Im on disability and i have an awsome doctor. so I get pretty much whatever i ask for. I just wish I could get that warm fuzzy all-is-well-in-the-universe feeling again. BUT I CAN'T. I can take enough shit to kill a horse. and I don't even get sleepy. I hate it. SO........I have resorted to drinking like a civ. ughhh...... the only thing I havent been perscribed is subutex. I cant believe it. I finally ran out of options
