Coz i never took any K. He did an i feel like he took me along with him for the ride. XoXo
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Enjoy ur K hole baby boy. I got way 2 wired earlier, tolerance lower than i thot. Soo, rentd anothr nite at motel. I alternate between lov an gratitude happy b n away from ma an chatn u an Suzy from Oz, then slam hard n2 depression over this legal shit - & ma treats me as a common thief. No key, no bed, my stuff buried. I feel disjointed, uprooted. She after me for mor $,bail bond wants $400. Get relief from chems,get writn,research all this legal shit,an dam i need a place to rent again.it feels like jail she went from mom to warden. Tryn 2 stay outa depression,do half the time,but jus remembrd sent white magic via 4givness to the world without-then meditation,,tears,slow deep breathing,& a soft voice,"and 4give. ." Took an hr but it workd. Ther lota fightn an violence here at nite,but the fear,pain,an bad vibes just split n my head and the fighting outside too. Wow typn my feelns to Erik part of effective medicine it made me remember wot helpd last nite. Breath, send out 4givin vibes to others,then myself. If the tears come the spiritual abscess drains again. Thnx vibes 4 Erik,Suzy,4give again- without-arnt others n sickness cozing hurt to me? Am i not sick as well? Anger an pain lessen an mental apologies to those i hurt acting out of disease more than love. 4giving "them" easier, acceptn any flow of healing vibes from who i really am - "4give urself" i can coz The Source feels like genuwine love. Maybe w guidance awareness an tryn to step back so as i can act less damaged,but practicn daily once agan this habit that results n less damage by tryn to act less fractured at times even b the healer perhaps. Deep breath. Forgive. Accept forgivness from others, Our Source,then self 4givness oftn follows suit. Shit actually reversed the depression an despair. This is wot the shrooms showd me too. I didnt no how to apply this info wen they wore off. Guess i just did. Simple, but not always easy. Got lost n ur K hole along with u without gettn lost n ur K hole. Uve got to thnk i sound quite crazy but u love me anyway. Xoxo
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Enjoy ur K hole baby boy. I got way 2 wired earlier, tolerance lower than i thot. Soo, rentd anothr nite at motel. I alternate between lov an gratitude happy b n away from ma an chatn u an Suzy from Oz, then slam hard n2 depression over this legal shit - & ma treats me as a common thief. No key, no bed, my stuff buried. I feel disjointed, uprooted. She after me for mor $,bail bond wants $400. Get relief from chems,get writn,research all this legal shit,an dam i need a place to rent again.it feels like jail she went from mom to warden. Tryn 2 stay outa depression,do half the time,but jus remembrd sent white magic via 4givness to the world without-then meditation,,tears,slow deep breathing,& a soft voice,"and 4give. ." Took an hr but it workd. Ther lota fightn an violence here at nite,but the fear,pain,an bad vibes just split n my head and the fighting outside too. Wow typn my feelns to Erik part of effective medicine it made me remember wot helpd last nite. Breath, send out 4givin vibes to others,then myself. If the tears come the spiritual abscess drains again. Thnx vibes 4 Erik,Suzy,4give again- without-arnt others n sickness cozing hurt to me? Am i not sick as well? Anger an pain lessen an mental apologies to those i hurt acting out of disease more than love. 4giving "them" easier, acceptn any flow of healing vibes from who i really am - "4give urself" i can coz The Source feels like genuwine love. Maybe w guidance awareness an tryn to step back so as i can act less damaged,but practicn daily once agan this habit that results n less damage by tryn to act less fractured at times even b the healer perhaps. Deep breath. Forgive. Accept forgivness from others, Our Source,then self 4givness oftn follows suit. Shit actually reversed the depression an despair. This is wot the shrooms showd me too. I didnt no how to apply this info wen they wore off. Guess i just did. Simple, but not always easy. Got lost n ur K hole along with u without gettn lost n ur K hole. Uve got to thnk i sound quite crazy but u love me anyway. Xoxo