I hadn't had sex for three and a half years until last month when I got fucked by a tranny. Like, really fucked. She fucked me in the ass around 9 times, cumming in me every time, and then she jacked off into my mouth a few times too. This all took place in a 24 hour window, most of it within 7-8 hours. And yeah, it was a 'she' - she took estrogen and had breast implants, the whole nine...I'm that weird type of guy who likes genetic women and male to female trannies, but NOT guys, unless you count feminine crossdressers in drag, which I'm guessing a lot of regular straight people would.
Anyway, like I said, this was the first time I'd gotten fucked in more than three years, and it sucked, ultimately. It was crazy, because she used a lot of lube, and I felt fine on the days she fucked me, but HOLY FUCK, for the next two weeks, especially after a day or two, my whole fucking ass was sore, and I had to convert to a liquid diet for a while just because I couldn't shit without feeling like a DEMON for a whole half hour after passing stool...
Long story long, now I have no fucking idea what to do. Yeah, I am attracted to females, but I'm a terrible top in bed, I don't know how else to say it. And I don't even want to deal with a strap on in my ass...yeah, no thanks, an immovable plastic dick is not going in my ass.
And I'm a damn good bottom, I like trannies and trannies love my ass. But I'm just at a loss. I don't think I can deal with the pain of continual ass play. I can get fucked, like, once a month, lol, but I know that's not even close to realistic. And I'm not asking for pity, but yeah, I'm starting to seriously envision a life in which I'm either completely asexual or in which I have one-off encounters once or twice a year until I'm in my 40's or so when it'll probably be rarely ever...it's not really depressing just lonely.
And just to show I'm somewhat rational, I will admit: yes, this is an insane event to base any future life musings on, because of the obvious: 1) I hadn't had anal intercourse, or anal play of any kind, in over three years, and I didn't tell this to the top tranny; 2) she fucked me 9 times in a day - that's a ridiculous amount, even if my asshole was loose and ready to go; 3) I didn't make it any better by acting like a hungry bottom...I actually pushed back onto her dick a lot and begged her to fuck me harder...stupid I know; 4) basically from what I read about online, I went through the worst anal pain possible BESIDES actually having a colon tear from getting fucked (which honestly could have happened if she had been a few inches bigger), which usually only happens in male rape or from not using lube (which is crazy)
or maybe i am crazy and i am dreaming and none of this ever happened and i'll wake up tomorrow and my dick will be firmly planted into my alien queen's pussy. but who knows? i kinda doubt that. i mostly just see either a painful sexually fulfilled future or a pleasant but asexual existence...fuck...
Anyway, like I said, this was the first time I'd gotten fucked in more than three years, and it sucked, ultimately. It was crazy, because she used a lot of lube, and I felt fine on the days she fucked me, but HOLY FUCK, for the next two weeks, especially after a day or two, my whole fucking ass was sore, and I had to convert to a liquid diet for a while just because I couldn't shit without feeling like a DEMON for a whole half hour after passing stool...
Long story long, now I have no fucking idea what to do. Yeah, I am attracted to females, but I'm a terrible top in bed, I don't know how else to say it. And I don't even want to deal with a strap on in my ass...yeah, no thanks, an immovable plastic dick is not going in my ass.
And I'm a damn good bottom, I like trannies and trannies love my ass. But I'm just at a loss. I don't think I can deal with the pain of continual ass play. I can get fucked, like, once a month, lol, but I know that's not even close to realistic. And I'm not asking for pity, but yeah, I'm starting to seriously envision a life in which I'm either completely asexual or in which I have one-off encounters once or twice a year until I'm in my 40's or so when it'll probably be rarely ever...it's not really depressing just lonely.
And just to show I'm somewhat rational, I will admit: yes, this is an insane event to base any future life musings on, because of the obvious: 1) I hadn't had anal intercourse, or anal play of any kind, in over three years, and I didn't tell this to the top tranny; 2) she fucked me 9 times in a day - that's a ridiculous amount, even if my asshole was loose and ready to go; 3) I didn't make it any better by acting like a hungry bottom...I actually pushed back onto her dick a lot and begged her to fuck me harder...stupid I know; 4) basically from what I read about online, I went through the worst anal pain possible BESIDES actually having a colon tear from getting fucked (which honestly could have happened if she had been a few inches bigger), which usually only happens in male rape or from not using lube (which is crazy)
or maybe i am crazy and i am dreaming and none of this ever happened and i'll wake up tomorrow and my dick will be firmly planted into my alien queen's pussy. but who knows? i kinda doubt that. i mostly just see either a painful sexually fulfilled future or a pleasant but asexual existence...fuck...