For about 2 years, ive searched through so many sites, forums, blogs, so on to hear people that just tell it like it is. Not many trying to scare ya into not doing something, but instead people saying dude, cut the shit, and just answer the ?...
I am not a hard user. Ive had my experiences,and havent moved up into the pharms yet so my addiction is verylow, but I do know it comes with growing that addiction to higher things. I guess thats where I have found myself... The medication is weak, but its for my own good. I am in alot of oain, and my one dr precribs me my meds every month, but its very low. However I do run out a couple days before they get filled, and have to figure out what to do because even though the meds are mild,I take enough that I get some crazy ass withdraws from not having it. It truthfully makes me feel like my bones are killing me. But my husband doesnt understand that expression. However, thats how I know I have an addiction, because im out of my meds, early.
Before I was on this medication, I was on harder stuff, and more of it. They finally took me off and put me on this after 6 months of being untreated while I withdrew. It was hell. My dr. simply didnt care. He Yanked them away after 4 years of being on perc and hydros. It was horrible!
Anyway, im just thankful I finally have somewhere I feel comfortable with posting a ?and feeling like the people will give me a straight answer, with also im sure advice which is fine.
Thanks Bluelight!
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I am not a hard user. Ive had my experiences,and havent moved up into the pharms yet so my addiction is verylow, but I do know it comes with growing that addiction to higher things. I guess thats where I have found myself... The medication is weak, but its for my own good. I am in alot of oain, and my one dr precribs me my meds every month, but its very low. However I do run out a couple days before they get filled, and have to figure out what to do because even though the meds are mild,I take enough that I get some crazy ass withdraws from not having it. It truthfully makes me feel like my bones are killing me. But my husband doesnt understand that expression. However, thats how I know I have an addiction, because im out of my meds, early.
Before I was on this medication, I was on harder stuff, and more of it. They finally took me off and put me on this after 6 months of being untreated while I withdrew. It was hell. My dr. simply didnt care. He Yanked them away after 4 years of being on perc and hydros. It was horrible!
Anyway, im just thankful I finally have somewhere I feel comfortable with posting a ?and feeling like the people will give me a straight answer, with also im sure advice which is fine.
Thanks Bluelight!
