I dont know why

[smoove]

I don’t know why

I feel the need to run home and cry,
Is it because I want her to miss me so much,
The bitterness, the cold, or the fact shes mine to touch.

I feel the warmth in the wind and time stands still,
But the clocks keep ticking, because I start thinking,
About the name ‘Jade’ inside my head.

I hide the things behind my eyes,
Twisted stories and doubtful memories,
When my life starts to spin and I raise a motionless grin,
When I feel what only she can do to me.

I toy with oncoming cars and hide knife ridden scars,
When she’ll always remind me, she’ll be behind me,
And take my heart back to the start.

I cant be apart of what I feel inside me,
But I’ll always know, she’ll help me grow,
And always be beside me.

I don’t know why, but a tear would be a lie.

 

[New]

Wow. Reading that took me on a wild ride in my mind.

 

[smoove]

How do you mean mate? In a good way lol?

 

[New]

It was the meter of the poem matched with the content. It gave a "frazzled" tone to it that I found quite cool.