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I don't have cancer...but

Life on Life terms
Not always fun but,
Manageable for sure ;)

After 11 years as a Cancer survivor, I can help and attest to the Fact that I live a New Normal
and I am Grateful to have it
 
Likewise. SHM knows all about when I had my cancer diagnosis and the chemo etc that followed. I was just unlucky in that one of the chemo drugs I was given damaged my heart so now my left ventricle works just under half as well as it should do. But what do we do, we all just have to carry on with life as best as we can. SHM is no pushover and i am sure he will be fine.
 
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StoneHappyMonday said:
Many thx for the good wishes, I know that what’s left of BL does involve some good people. And I know I rant on about its death but it is because I care about the place.

(Incidentally, some journo from Vice contacted me for an interview about this place. I declined.)

Pinky I’ll reply to your PMs when I’m feeling more up to it. It’s appreciated you write. Hang in there girl and don’t forget to feed the dog.

Cancer is fixable, just a big fucking inconvenience. Thanks again, one and all. Well, one and four. :)
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And yeah, I say tell em to do their homework at vice. It's all here. Let them trawl thru it. Cancer. My mom never kicked it. I reckon there's a bit of her still living at the qe /University of Birmingham labs. 38 years Tuesday coming. Nearly longer dead than alive so I'm living for two the way I say it.
There are no coincidences see how the good people just seem to pass by at the right moment. Never mind who's not at the party, it's about those who are here. Still having a good time. This is a good place. Fair play to them for keeping on keeping on
 
...contacted me as well (Vice) YOu have to deal with your situation as you see fit but ^^ is good to research , keeping your body in a alkaline state helps - keep positive and fight the fucker.GL fella
 
Oh SHM mate - I'm so glad to hear that you are doing well.
I really have been worried, with my Mum and multiple relatives passing from this meat-sack because of cancer, that my absence from BL might make me miss either good (which I have!) or bad news... concerning this.

Just want to send you a tonne-a-love dude :) ~ ❤
 
SHM, wel fark thats a bit of a pisser, fight that Cunt with all you got.
 
You will be good, thought about this yday. Nurse wants to test me for cholesterol. I reckon it'll be fine and just coz they give you a prescription doesn't mean you have to cash it. My mate with copd just been diagnosed with lung cancer. He's gonna be good too. Get some sunshine ☀ into you, good food and drink cold sticky willy / cleavers drink. Brew up nettles. Get the good stuff into you.
 
Just a quick thx to all you reprobates wishing me well. For a quick update, needle biopsy has given me two serious infections, one that has made my bollocks grow double. Probably a selling point to some men but....no. Just no. On top of the fever and brutal, excruciating pain this has given me I’ve been bed bound for 10 days. Fuck all to do with cancer, this is just the medieval investigatory medicine that lives alongside some of the 21st century amazing stuff doctors can also do.

So, my 21st century stuff (blasting cancer with ultrasound - that is fucking clever) is postponed until medieval shit causing stuff is gone and I can walk again without feeling I have the bollocks of an elephant. Out of bed and on the mend. Apart from the cancer bit.

Really, thx to all. And I like having a dog on my side.
 
leet said:
I hope things work out for you SHM, I lurked for years and appreciated your posts stuff really liked when you had ket and MDMA and the shared hallucination. I've had that on what I think was MDA with a pal of mine, nothing as mystical obviously, anyway keep cool xxx
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Don’t wanna single out people but thx for remembering this. It was with my gf, on a boat ( that was the hallucination) . And the ket came from a now deceased friend, Brad, my lovely taken too soon Brad.

Probably got this wrong but...you weren’t responsible for hooking me up with a contact for mephedrone were you? They definitely began with L. If it was you, I owe you so much for 18 brilliant months. Probably wrong but hey, I’d feel bad not recognising you if you were responsible.

Note to staff. Leet or whoever never gave me mephedrone over BL. But someone beginning with L gave me an email addy for someone who could that was all I ever needed.
 
StoneHappyMonday said:
Many thx for the good wishes, I know that what’s left of BL does involve some good people. And I know I rant on about its death but it is because I care about the place.

(Incidentally, some journo from Vice contacted me for an interview about this place. I declined.)

Pinky I’ll reply to your PMs when I’m feeling more up to it. It’s appreciated you write. Hang in there girl and don’t forget to feed the dog.

Cancer is fixable, just a big fucking inconvenience. Thanks again, one and all. Well, one and four. :)
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Ahh ffs... You came too mind recently, hence the PM in your box - couldn't find your email addy - and not because I'd heard of this bullshit you're yet again going through...

You can get me here or @gmail should you want too.

Luckily SHM possess belligerence far greater than your average so the shit bag that is C has its work cut out..

Much Love ❤ and respect
 
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