I don't have a fuckin' title

[Mr. Sticky]

spurning spitting spatting
then speaking
finally a bit of peace
finally a bit of comfort
once we strip away the bullshit
when we realize what we once meant to each other
when we realize what we will always mean to each other
it'd be so much easier if I could hate you
it's time to go now
other things to do
new lives to lead
different paths to follow
a quick hug to mark the passing
that turns into a desperate clutch
an endless embrace from the past
it's been weeks since we've felt each other
and still our bodies remember
every curve
every hollow
every pressure point
our shapes make more sense than the ground beneath us
but no matter how hard we hold on
just can't seem to get close enough
just can't seem to let go
just can't seem to make right what went wrong
and when the moment comes to walk away
we slowly pull apart
and all I can feel
all I can recognize
are your tears on my shoulder
and the sinking of my heart
I know you too well
I feel you too well
I love you too much
goddamn you for who you are
goddamn you for what you did
goddamn me for not letting go

 

[MiNiMoWs]

that's what i'm talkin 'bout.

 

[Mr. Sticky]

Thank you, Mini.

 

[fizzygirl]

damn...very,very good...

 

[FunnyDust]

wow... that gave me shivers.

i really like this, though not the situation. very well written, though i'm not in your shoes, i feel like i can relate.
-jen

 

[cherub]

Mr. Sticky,
I can not understand nor be in your shoes,
but i so much feel for ya hun!
that is truly words spoken from the heart
I love it

(((((HUGS)))))
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" Stay with me just for today and let your soul come rest for a minute. "

 

[Dagny]

**speechless**

 

[EbowTheLetter]

**also speechless** I can't even crack-wise. What have you done to me you Sticky Icky Bastard?!

 

[RaveAngel]

Well I most definitely know how you feel. I find myself in that horrible place every day, wishing with all I have, that I could just stop loving. Well done.
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What difference do you think you can make? One single man in all this madness...?

 

[mimi]

Great words...i love your style...

keep writing...keep feeling...keep loving.
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my mind is glowing

 

[bc]

i still feel this way about my last serious ex. not sure i ever won't. i just wish we still spoke....

bc

 

[Mr. Sticky]

"i just wish we still spoke...."
bc, I almost wish we didn't...at least now I feel that. I'm sure that years hence my opinion on this will change...

 

[bc]

stick....i hear you, but man, it still hurts. knowing what there was, and what no longer is and can never be. i don't know what to think, haven't for a long time.
bc

 

[Mr. Sticky]

Cool, at least I've got something to look forward to, bc.

I hope you can someday find the peace you need, my friend...and if you do, feel free to pass on the wisdom...

 

[ice-9]

"dat sum good shit, yo."

once again, you amaze me with amazing words.
another two thumbs up and a puckered asshole for Mr. Sticky.

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"If you wanna win the revolution, you 'ave to win it with rasta. You cannot win no other way, cuz if you win 'nother way, you gon' fight agin. Wit rasta, no more war."
--Bob Marley

 

[Aja909]

Werd!

 

[ALY-KAT~]

{{{{HUGZ}}}}}

 

[Dakeva]

I remember hearing a quote that went something like:
“Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends in a tear”
In the pains I’ve encountered the two things that’s brought me any sense of solace are:
One: that all things have a beginning and an end. That for each high there is an equal and opposite low and like it or not we are powerless to play by any other rules.
And two: to find a sense of (twisted) joy in my ability to feel something so profoundly that could move and hurt me to the depths in which it does.
Oh yeah and the innate ability to laugh at myself helps too.
Good luck my friend and great piece.

 

[Stasis]

Right on Dak.
"It's better to have loved and lost than not loved at all"
(Nice one StickyMan.

)

 

[Mr. Sticky]

dak, I'm not going to say I never expected this out of you (because I knew you possessed it), but I've never seen such understanding and compassion from you on bluelight. Thank you for taking the time to show it to me when I needed it most...thank you for choosing me to show it to...you asshole.

And Stase, if it was only having loved and lost, I think I might be able to handle it a bit better...it's loving and losing, and then having your opinion of the greatest person you've ever met so completely destroyed that you question not only them, but yourself as well. That's what rips me apart every time I choose to face it again. But I think the emotions that caused me to write this are finally starting to subside again...the benefits of my system finally producing seratonin again.
Thank you, everyone, for your comments and your support.

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I don’t mean to offend you unless you are an idiot. -- Prince MuChao