This may sound like the problem someone has from over-use but in fact its not as I have not used Cannabis recreationally for 11 years...
I used to be a huge fan of Marijuana and smoked it everyday, for me it used to be it was one of the most enjoyable ways to relax at the end of the day and there was always some ocassion where cannabis fit into....
But then 11 years ago I suddenly developed this neurological illness known as Autonomic Dysfunction which is a disabling condition effecting all the bodies automatic functions such as heart rate, blood pressure, digestion, temperature and etc. I could no longer tolerate any substance that tweaked my already unstable Autonomic System...
So I stopped using pot for 11 years, but recently I began to explore the effects of Cannabis to manage my chronic pain as I am unable to take any opiates due to adverse effects. But I am finding that I no longer enjoy the recreational effects cannabis as I used to, my stash has been just sitting in the house for several weeks now untouched.
When I do smoke it sure it takes the edge off the pain but I no longer see the point of its recreational use anymore. I seem to perefer my straight clean head as opposed to getting high. For me the thought of getting high is nothing more than just getting hungry, having my thought patterns become a bit creative, racey and foggy and then its all over....like whats the point? I feel more chill and relaxed when I am not on cannabis because cannabis seems to occupy my brain with thoughts and keeps it busy and active, not in a bad way but also not in a way that is appealing enough for me to use it when I am at home just chilling.
Nowdays the only times I find Cannabis worth using recreationally is when I go to some party where the I can utilise and explore its creative effects on my thinking, in a social atmosphere. I dont really understand why I dont find it as pleasurable as I used to, have I just outgrown the phase or any other ideas ?
I used to be a huge fan of Marijuana and smoked it everyday, for me it used to be it was one of the most enjoyable ways to relax at the end of the day and there was always some ocassion where cannabis fit into....
But then 11 years ago I suddenly developed this neurological illness known as Autonomic Dysfunction which is a disabling condition effecting all the bodies automatic functions such as heart rate, blood pressure, digestion, temperature and etc. I could no longer tolerate any substance that tweaked my already unstable Autonomic System...
So I stopped using pot for 11 years, but recently I began to explore the effects of Cannabis to manage my chronic pain as I am unable to take any opiates due to adverse effects. But I am finding that I no longer enjoy the recreational effects cannabis as I used to, my stash has been just sitting in the house for several weeks now untouched.
When I do smoke it sure it takes the edge off the pain but I no longer see the point of its recreational use anymore. I seem to perefer my straight clean head as opposed to getting high. For me the thought of getting high is nothing more than just getting hungry, having my thought patterns become a bit creative, racey and foggy and then its all over....like whats the point? I feel more chill and relaxed when I am not on cannabis because cannabis seems to occupy my brain with thoughts and keeps it busy and active, not in a bad way but also not in a way that is appealing enough for me to use it when I am at home just chilling.
Nowdays the only times I find Cannabis worth using recreationally is when I go to some party where the I can utilise and explore its creative effects on my thinking, in a social atmosphere. I dont really understand why I dont find it as pleasurable as I used to, have I just outgrown the phase or any other ideas ?