I can't stop think about drugs!

[weekend addiction]

But I don't even do them anymore. Well not like that anyway. Over 2 years since I've used a needle and about the same since I last smoked crack. A year since I've taken any opiate (excluding kratom). I still use soft drugs but I just find myself constantly obsessing about more. More soft drugs more hard drugs anything. I hate how my brain works sometimes.

 

[Chronic Asshole]

Im in the same boat. I can stay clean for months and then Ill see something on tv or check out whats going on on bluelight and Ill be back in the obsessive cycle. It helps to stay away from media (tv, books, forums) that glorifies or even just deals with the subject matter of the drugs you are craving. Bluelight is a great resource for recovery and oftentimes can provide a lot of motivational content to keep you on the right track... but Other Drugs is just a few links up from The Dark Side, its easy to take a peak and find triggering content that your mind will latch on to and not let you forget until you take that next hit.