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I am SO confused!

Cloudburst

Cloudburst

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I took a Plateau Sigma trip accidentally a few days ago and after I recovered, my mother and a friend says I'm extremely manic. I just want to go to parties and have fun with people but no one is responding. I'm confused with my identity because I thought I was the Joker of Prince's castle but when I leave the castle my mom says I'm a commoner. So now I'm a commoner I assume I can be the life of the party but no one is responding. Please help!
 
I think you should get some help from a mental health professional or atleast a doctor. It sounds like you are suffering from some serious after effects of your trip. DXM can trigger off psychiatric problems in some people and it sounds like the case here.
 
That's for sure. I do not want to risk going to a mental hospital though.

All my dreams seriously just fell into place together. This girl I've always been infatuated with has been suggesting to be my partner AND I got invited to be a guitarist/songwriter in a punk band which I accepted. This all happened in one day, and I'm unbelievably lucky. Going to a mental hospital would screw all this up I believe.
 
^^^^ Well all i can say is that if you don't want to go seek help atleast have a friend there with you if your feeling really out of it. To be honest it sounds like you are suffering some psychotic like after effects from the DXM. But i am no doctor let alone a psychiatrist so im just going by observastion here.

If you do start to feel really out of it or if you start feeling like a danger to yourself please go seek some help. I would say that if this doesent go away soon that you should seek some help anyway.
 
I'm having my family observe me and took antipsychotics just now to settle me down. Thank you for your suggestions, android!

Oh, by the way, I have a psychiatrist appointment at the 22nd.
 
Cloudburst said:
I'm having my family observe me and took antipsychotics just now to settle me down. Thank you for your suggestions, android!

Oh, by the way, I have a psychiatrist appointment at the 22nd.
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What anti-psychotic did you take and are you prescribed it? Becareful if your not prescribed it because anti-psychotics are nothing to mess with.
 
Oh, I know they're nothing to mess with. I'm prescribed Risperdal 1mg daily and I had a leftover Zyprexa 5mg which I used to be prescribed albeit not anymore. I thought the Risperdal alone wouldn't cut it.
 
I am a bit confused as to what the problem is?

you think you could be the life of the party, but your mom says your a commoner...

You just want to party, but no one is respoding?

These dont really sound like problems, just sounds like you had a great experience and want to have more great experiences but can not get ahold of anyone that wants to party also....

Im sorry, but could you clarify what the actual problem you are experiencing is? maybe then I could offer some suggestions that would help.

again, sorry if I am missing something here....
 
Hmm your on the same atypical anti-psychotics as i am but your dose is lower. I take 1.5-2mg's of risperdal everyday and i sometimes have to take 10-20mg's of zyprexa zydis for emergencies. I get mania pretty bad sometimes which is why i need a fast acting anti-psychotic like zyprexa.

The risperdal alone will probably help alot. It's a really strong anti-psychotic and it works well for alot of people. Zyprexa works alot better for me but i can't afford to take it regularly since it costs a fortune.
 
Cloudburst said:
That's for sure. I do not want to risk going to a mental hospital though..
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Mental hospitals really, really, fucking suck... But in my experience, they are worth it. Life on meds and without drugs, for me, is much better. Once I quit the shit and started treatment I actually accomplished things in life like graduating with honors with my first college degree.

I can't blame you for not wanting to try treatment, though... I've been there, done that. Whatever you do, I just hope things turn out well for you.
 
Well to keep you guys updated:

That soared me into a manic episode in every sense of the word. I had always been mixed and rapid cycling but it has now slowed down and I am consistently manic as of now. There have been severe consequences, I lost my innocence to a Frenchwoman who ended up having a boyfriend without having told me. Made me go grrrraaaaaa! Then just this night I went to the drugstore to pick up more delsym, hitting the car behind me and speeding away. And now I am intoxicated. I fucked up big time, huh guys?
 
I just had an epiphany; mania drastically, profoundly affects society on a global scale. A very costly fucking disorder.
 
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