I am addicted to lying

x_benzo_girl Thanks for good words. My relationship is still far from good/enjoyable but I work on it... A woman who chose me has given me whole her trust and love, I fucked it up completely... Even though I work on myself there's still so much to do. I am aware most of the negative feelings/thoughts that left between me and her only time can heal. I hope to see some therapist/psychologist soon, I want him to state I got rid of my addictions. I feel like my good actions and assuring her about my change doesn't work at all, I need an expert to state it. Sometimes I do some stupid mistake or slip a lie to which I admit quickly but it breaks whole progress.. I hate myself for that.


willow11 Whatever makes you happy man. The thing is beside guilt and cheating topic I started having problems with erection. Porn is really not for me.
 
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