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i almost died yesterday!

Wow man overdosing on amphetamines strikes me as probably being a horrible way to go. I'm glad you survived to tell about it man.

I'm sorry to hear about the events that happened with the now ex girfriend. I'd be pretty hurt if I was about to propose and my girl broke up with me for someone else.
 
Be careful with talking to your ex. She's enaged to someone else you said or seeing someone else now? Keep that in mind and don't think she will come back to you just because of your attempt. I'm not trying to be mean dj! Just go slowly and take care of your head before all else!
 
dude, what a troubling situation. 5 yrs and she...nevermind. i know you want her back, but i dont think she is worth it. there is someone else out there that will make you even happier.
 
What happened dude?? How long do you have to be there for? Hope you're doin okay <3
 
unfortunately alot of people who haven't experienced severe depression don't take you seriously when you tell them you need help, they just think it'll pass and you're being melodramatic. they don't understand how bad it gets sometimes.

I've felt the way you felt before although I never acted on it. then if you happen to develop an addiction due to depression they'll take you even less seriously and just think you're a weak minded drug addict. people need to think of depression and addiction as severe and serious a condition as cancer, because in reality an extremely depressed and addicted individual has less of a chance of surviving than a lot of cancer patients.
 
Addiction is pretty hellish. I've ended up twice in hospital over the past month, firstly due to a gbl coma, nearly didn't make it that had my parents not found me in time. Didn't stop me wanting more drugs though so I went on a heroin binge Having never done it before i drank some methedone and smoked 3 bags in a session. As a result nearly got run over, was incoherent and back to the hospital i go. The hospital now informs me I have leisons on my brain and my liver and kidneys are fucked due to the amount of CWE's i've done over the past. I still don't forsee myself quitting drugs even though it might be slowly killing me...i just can't stop.
 
OMG, I hate depression so much, I got depressed for different reasons, but in the end it leads you to the same place. I didn't attempt anything crazy, but I started a long road of opiate abuse. Since opiates make you feel happy instantly, you're probably less likely to attempt suicide. This is just my personal guess, I could be wrong though.

They say that most people were glad they failed an attempted suicide. You'll get over this, and you live and learn.
 
Why did you try to kill yourself with amphetamines? Surely you would've realized the pain that such an attempt would entail?

Did they know it was deliberate OD? Anyway use your time in hospital to relax, do some reading and just chill-out why reflecting about the good things in life.

The very odds that we are actually live conscious beings is mindboggling, so don't throw it away.
 
dj_esky said:
my ex is talking to me again, i took her out to dinner tonight. I still love her so much. and we have decided to see each other 1nce a week.

and its true, people take me more seriously now even tho it wasn't originally my intentions.
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As someone said before, be very careful with that situation.

I know I found it far too hard to see my ex- with other guys after we broke up so I was forced to cut her completely out of my life like a cancer, as well as friends who were more close to her. It was hard at first, but after a fews months I am happier than I have ever been.

Also look around for another girl. Once you sleep with someone else you will reduce your care for your ex- dramatically, with any luck you may even begin to dislike her in certain ways. There's something to do with the biochemistry of "love" here, it's telling your subconscience to keep walking.
 
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