Cassy2611
Bluelighter
I'm prescribed 70mg of vyvanse a day in a split dose 40mg/30mg. Was out for a couple weeks but tried other nootropics then and had days off throughout. I usually try to take a day break once a week, although those days I get extremely depressed because I have EDS excessive daytime sleepiness and im unable to stay awake throughout the day. Ill fall asleep every few hours and I fall asleep driving sometimes too.
Never used to be this bad but maybe my effexor helped with that, was on it for many years and will probably go back on it again along with 2mg abilify which together seems to wake me up. Also idk if this all started before or after my 3 year long adderall binge from 19-21, I am now 32. After that adderall never worked the same, tried it 6 years ago, was able to stay awake but ended up with a chronic sweating problem after a 2-3 day binge and never touched it again until the past few months, and only for a day or two if I run out of vyvanse early. Sometimes I take an extra on Fridays. But now adderall does nothing but make me calm or tired, cant think fast. I don't care that adderall doesnt work but maybe it'd help someone explain to me what I did to my brain or why vyvanse and Ritalin work but adderall doesnt.
Ritalin has always worked, I was prescribed to max dose but never took it as prescribed, but that was at least 6 years ago too.
I am also prescribed to suboxone 6 years ago after a 2 year pain killer addiction.
Anyways I just want to take my vyvanse as prescribed or take less or just take supplements or both. When I was first prescribed vyvanse back in October I couldn't even handle a 30mg vyvanse it was way too intense, couldn't think straight, couldn't talk quickly and clearly. But it was only like that for the first day.
What I want to know is if I destroyed my dopamine receptors or is my brain not creating enough dopamine and what can I do and use to fix it or help it.
Had an MRI done in the last year and there were no gray spots my neurologist said which is something she sees from chronic drug abuse.
And just for reference the medicine that helped me the most and I didn't need to take antidepressants or a whole combo of meds was klonipin, it fixed my depression, everything, I could function normally, I was happy. (Only medicine that helped my mom too) Never liked Xanax, made me feel high and didn't like lorazapam either, even though I was on it for years before klonipin. And when I went to rehab and detox 6 yr ago they only detoxed me from opiates not my benzos, it was hell. Had to quit those cold turkey.
I do take l-tyrosine daily, multivitamin, true focus vitamin that has potassium and ginkgo and coq10, sometimes if I don't take it I feel light headed, thought it has to do with not enough potassium. I take fish oil and magnesium glycinate.
Anyways when I first got prescribed to vyvanse I stupid with it for the first 2-3 months but my quality of life sucks without it. Sleeping your life away is no way to live and it's extremely depressing.
I will keep taking 1-2 day breaks weekly, but I was going to order bromantane, menatine, or 9mebc or jiaogulan. Idk I don't want to mess up my brain because I'm worried I mightve done that trying different nootropics these past few weeks.
And yes I do have modafinil and armodafinil/artvigil to help me take breaks but they don't give me any motivation and I need to try different kinds because the modalert I have is nothing like the actual prescription I had before vyvanse. The artvigil works decent but might need more because it's not lasting all day. Still have a bunch of strattera was thinking starttera with one of those might work.
O and I was told to use Semax to potentiate the vyvanse to take less, but im starting to think its making things worse, headache, brain fog. I will stop with that.
Never used to be this bad but maybe my effexor helped with that, was on it for many years and will probably go back on it again along with 2mg abilify which together seems to wake me up. Also idk if this all started before or after my 3 year long adderall binge from 19-21, I am now 32. After that adderall never worked the same, tried it 6 years ago, was able to stay awake but ended up with a chronic sweating problem after a 2-3 day binge and never touched it again until the past few months, and only for a day or two if I run out of vyvanse early. Sometimes I take an extra on Fridays. But now adderall does nothing but make me calm or tired, cant think fast. I don't care that adderall doesnt work but maybe it'd help someone explain to me what I did to my brain or why vyvanse and Ritalin work but adderall doesnt.
Ritalin has always worked, I was prescribed to max dose but never took it as prescribed, but that was at least 6 years ago too.
I am also prescribed to suboxone 6 years ago after a 2 year pain killer addiction.
Anyways I just want to take my vyvanse as prescribed or take less or just take supplements or both. When I was first prescribed vyvanse back in October I couldn't even handle a 30mg vyvanse it was way too intense, couldn't think straight, couldn't talk quickly and clearly. But it was only like that for the first day.
What I want to know is if I destroyed my dopamine receptors or is my brain not creating enough dopamine and what can I do and use to fix it or help it.
Had an MRI done in the last year and there were no gray spots my neurologist said which is something she sees from chronic drug abuse.
And just for reference the medicine that helped me the most and I didn't need to take antidepressants or a whole combo of meds was klonipin, it fixed my depression, everything, I could function normally, I was happy. (Only medicine that helped my mom too) Never liked Xanax, made me feel high and didn't like lorazapam either, even though I was on it for years before klonipin. And when I went to rehab and detox 6 yr ago they only detoxed me from opiates not my benzos, it was hell. Had to quit those cold turkey.
I do take l-tyrosine daily, multivitamin, true focus vitamin that has potassium and ginkgo and coq10, sometimes if I don't take it I feel light headed, thought it has to do with not enough potassium. I take fish oil and magnesium glycinate.
Anyways when I first got prescribed to vyvanse I stupid with it for the first 2-3 months but my quality of life sucks without it. Sleeping your life away is no way to live and it's extremely depressing.
I will keep taking 1-2 day breaks weekly, but I was going to order bromantane, menatine, or 9mebc or jiaogulan. Idk I don't want to mess up my brain because I'm worried I mightve done that trying different nootropics these past few weeks.
And yes I do have modafinil and armodafinil/artvigil to help me take breaks but they don't give me any motivation and I need to try different kinds because the modalert I have is nothing like the actual prescription I had before vyvanse. The artvigil works decent but might need more because it's not lasting all day. Still have a bunch of strattera was thinking starttera with one of those might work.
O and I was told to use Semax to potentiate the vyvanse to take less, but im starting to think its making things worse, headache, brain fog. I will stop with that.
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