EastCoast
Bluelighter
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It's goin be long this thread so bare with me or skim thru it
I just want to first acknowledge I have had only one but very intense breakthrough on LSD, even broke through the barriers of consciousness with DMT, I have had one and def my last Datura experience (by far worst then what I'm about to explain, but not as intense as the initial trip), I have been knees deep into a world of PCP (which I used to enjoy) k-hole and all etc....
I am not here to say I have done more then most , not at all , I'm only 24 , much too young , but I've had my share
I just randomly noticed salvia is still legal and well I know im not the only one but I remember back in either 2009 or early 2010, I had a little 2-3 month baby binge of dipping into salvia when ever I got the chance... and I actually liked it to an extent that the dissociative properties it came with, some I certainly did not, but I was use to seeing these videos where people would get up and start running , scared as shit balls, and for some dumbass reason that intrigued me and I wanted so bad to get where they were at....well finally my wish came true...
I'll never forget I was in the back room of my buddy's loft down at the shore where we use to smoke bud all day long, occasionally trip, smoke DMT when lucky enough, it was the spot , but that day it became another place..
Now breaking through on salvia to me was more intense then DMT and here's why... DMT is def more INTENSE but in a diff sense, you see for the people that don't know when you break through, your literally gone, you don't know the difference anymore between reality and the world ur floating in, it's beautiful, strong and must be respected. But with Salvia I knew I was tripping I knew none of this was real, and all I kept thinking was How the HELL can my brain do this , how?! Now while it was def worth the experience , while it was happening I just prayed for it to end ... never have I ever entered such a 2D cartoon landscape that seemed more then real...
The backstory was I finally got where I wanted , and more (because unlike those videos on YouTube , idk if anyone can relate, but I'm SURE there are, I could not get up and run, my whole body was shut down, I was too far gone )
First I packed a real fatty and ripped it hard from a big boy bong lol and held it in until I could not anymore and boy was it nasty.. and before u know it (like the jerk off I am, I tried doing it standing up)I got pins and needles , like the feeling of my legs falling a sleep and that quickly made me sit down on the bed and that feeling crawled all the way up to my face ... and bam.... I was there .. all I saw was the Grateful Dead tapestry with the dancing bears going in the inward circle except it was my one buddy in the room instead of the bears dancing around in a cartoon version and my one buddy on the laptop at the time in my trip was on a piano with lightening in the background as an evil scientist or some shit , idk, but he was controlling my trip with the keyboard/piano... I really don't recall much, but it was so real and horrifying and I can hear the keys playing a demonic tune and there were cartoon bats flying all around me and then I would see him in the tapestry again seeming if he wanted to get out but was stuck in the circle of life lol smh... just so bizarre and everything was in yellow purple and dark red with very intricate colors behind those three , and the whole time I kept saying to myself , bro ur tripping, calm down it will end .... and it did, of course , as they all do...
There's nothing more to it, but the fact that it's legal, is still bizarre to me , completely...the shits fucked up, straight up lol
But I believe the government knows how powerful and horrifying the experience can be and since kids will try it because it's legal , they use it to scare kids from growing up to try less harmful meaningful drugs/psychedelics ...
just my .2 cents on that bit
I just want to first acknowledge I have had only one but very intense breakthrough on LSD, even broke through the barriers of consciousness with DMT, I have had one and def my last Datura experience (by far worst then what I'm about to explain, but not as intense as the initial trip), I have been knees deep into a world of PCP (which I used to enjoy) k-hole and all etc....
I am not here to say I have done more then most , not at all , I'm only 24 , much too young , but I've had my share
I just randomly noticed salvia is still legal and well I know im not the only one but I remember back in either 2009 or early 2010, I had a little 2-3 month baby binge of dipping into salvia when ever I got the chance... and I actually liked it to an extent that the dissociative properties it came with, some I certainly did not, but I was use to seeing these videos where people would get up and start running , scared as shit balls, and for some dumbass reason that intrigued me and I wanted so bad to get where they were at....well finally my wish came true...
I'll never forget I was in the back room of my buddy's loft down at the shore where we use to smoke bud all day long, occasionally trip, smoke DMT when lucky enough, it was the spot , but that day it became another place..
Now breaking through on salvia to me was more intense then DMT and here's why... DMT is def more INTENSE but in a diff sense, you see for the people that don't know when you break through, your literally gone, you don't know the difference anymore between reality and the world ur floating in, it's beautiful, strong and must be respected. But with Salvia I knew I was tripping I knew none of this was real, and all I kept thinking was How the HELL can my brain do this , how?! Now while it was def worth the experience , while it was happening I just prayed for it to end ... never have I ever entered such a 2D cartoon landscape that seemed more then real...
The backstory was I finally got where I wanted , and more (because unlike those videos on YouTube , idk if anyone can relate, but I'm SURE there are, I could not get up and run, my whole body was shut down, I was too far gone )
First I packed a real fatty and ripped it hard from a big boy bong lol and held it in until I could not anymore and boy was it nasty.. and before u know it (like the jerk off I am, I tried doing it standing up)I got pins and needles , like the feeling of my legs falling a sleep and that quickly made me sit down on the bed and that feeling crawled all the way up to my face ... and bam.... I was there .. all I saw was the Grateful Dead tapestry with the dancing bears going in the inward circle except it was my one buddy in the room instead of the bears dancing around in a cartoon version and my one buddy on the laptop at the time in my trip was on a piano with lightening in the background as an evil scientist or some shit , idk, but he was controlling my trip with the keyboard/piano... I really don't recall much, but it was so real and horrifying and I can hear the keys playing a demonic tune and there were cartoon bats flying all around me and then I would see him in the tapestry again seeming if he wanted to get out but was stuck in the circle of life lol smh... just so bizarre and everything was in yellow purple and dark red with very intricate colors behind those three , and the whole time I kept saying to myself , bro ur tripping, calm down it will end .... and it did, of course , as they all do...
There's nothing more to it, but the fact that it's legal, is still bizarre to me , completely...the shits fucked up, straight up lol
But I believe the government knows how powerful and horrifying the experience can be and since kids will try it because it's legal , they use it to scare kids from growing up to try less harmful meaningful drugs/psychedelics ...
just my .2 cents on that bit