MoreFeens4Morphine
Bluelighter
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- Jul 23, 2013
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for the last few months I've became physically addicted to PST. I know: ridiculous. then again i don't trust the god damn dope dealers in my scummy town so I prefer to order my shit through the mail and make sure it's all legal RC's and no law says you can't buy poppy seeds in bulk lol.
anyway, I'm on day 2. I actually feel "decent" right now. I wanna get off this shit physically I just can't live like this anymore especially over some bullshit like fucken poppy seeds.
so far I've had the occcasional panic attack, diarrhea and dry heaving and it's only day 2 of no opiates. I'm also aware that PST has a much longer half life, so is it only gonna get worse from here? I do have some xanax that someone I live with is ok with giving me but only in the event of a very serious panic attack. I took 3 xanax awhile ago (1.5mg) and I"m feeling a shit ton better.
so.... given the long half life of PST, is day 2 only like 1/3 to 1/4 done with withdrawals? I was taught that opiate DT's last only 3-5 days and it's not like I was taking a super high dose I just took 2 pounds of fairly week seeds per day just to feel more productive (never nodded on opiates, use it for productivity purposes only.
Sorry for rambling. I also have some hexen right now and have been dosing that very mildly since last night and only when I feel up to it I don't ever want to push my boundaries.
TL;DR - I'm on day 2 of withdrawals from PST. I haven't started puking yet. All I've gotten is diarrhea (lope helps somewhat), pretty bad anxiety and a loss of apetite but have been forcing myself to eat and drink shit tons of water so I don't feel too awful from the hexen I've been dosing lately.
Any and all help is appreciated. Thanks BL for always giving me the best advice. You guys have saved my life a few times.
Stay safe,
-MF4M
anyway, I'm on day 2. I actually feel "decent" right now. I wanna get off this shit physically I just can't live like this anymore especially over some bullshit like fucken poppy seeds.
so far I've had the occcasional panic attack, diarrhea and dry heaving and it's only day 2 of no opiates. I'm also aware that PST has a much longer half life, so is it only gonna get worse from here? I do have some xanax that someone I live with is ok with giving me but only in the event of a very serious panic attack. I took 3 xanax awhile ago (1.5mg) and I"m feeling a shit ton better.
so.... given the long half life of PST, is day 2 only like 1/3 to 1/4 done with withdrawals? I was taught that opiate DT's last only 3-5 days and it's not like I was taking a super high dose I just took 2 pounds of fairly week seeds per day just to feel more productive (never nodded on opiates, use it for productivity purposes only.
Sorry for rambling. I also have some hexen right now and have been dosing that very mildly since last night and only when I feel up to it I don't ever want to push my boundaries.
TL;DR - I'm on day 2 of withdrawals from PST. I haven't started puking yet. All I've gotten is diarrhea (lope helps somewhat), pretty bad anxiety and a loss of apetite but have been forcing myself to eat and drink shit tons of water so I don't feel too awful from the hexen I've been dosing lately.
Any and all help is appreciated. Thanks BL for always giving me the best advice. You guys have saved my life a few times.
Stay safe,
-MF4M