I keep it on the "down low". I'm not really open about it with anyone in my family. But, my brother's girlfriend cheifs occasionally, and she lives with us. Because she does with me sometimes, my brother knows that I do. I don't talk about it with my mom, but we have talked about doing different kinds of drugs when I was younger, because I've always been curious. One time, I convinced my mom to smoke some diesel with me. We smoked a few bowls, and watched the blues brothers and had a fun time. My friends said that I was dumb and that it was fucked up, but I don't really see it as a big deal. I don't know if I would do it again, because it was a little awkward smoking. But, being high and spending quality time with my mom was fun, and I don't regret it. I think my stepdad knows I do sometimes, because one time a smoked some dro in my room, then went in the living room and chilled. He went and walked by my room, then walked back in the living room and gave me a giant smile and said "there is snacks downstairs.", and then walked down stairs.
He's pretty cool, there's a picture of him somewhere around my house of him hitting a three foot bong when he was younger. He's in his 50's now, and is really nice to my mom. I think he should cheif for medicinal purposes though, because he's always so stressed out and has constant ankle pain from bone spurs. He definately seems like somebody who loved to smoke weed at one time. I've heard that marijuana looks completely different now though, Back 40 years ago supposedly there was a ton of dirt weed. I heard they could get some flame buds sometimes, but it probably was just as good as some modern day low mids.
I really need to stop rambling, I took 40MG of adderrall today, and I've felt the effects longer than expected, I need to find a way to sleep. Going to go smoke some bongs and drink some sleepytime tea soon. Anything to recommend?