Rare_Focus
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- Jul 17, 2017
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hey guys, first post. New to Blue Light. Grammar not really a concern of mine as I need quick answers. Was using oxy 30mg/hydro 8mg dilaudid the past month and a half. Dosage was in the beginning just one pill---8mg dilaudid --- then 30mg oxy....then the last couple weeks became 60mg oxy----and when i didn't have that it was 16mg dilaudid. Not every single day. But my biggest two binges during this time was 4 days. Then a few days abstained, then 5 days in a row again. I then went cold turkey for about 70 hours. Was absolute hell i had panic attacks the first 24 hrs. I then used 12mg of Hydro around that 72 hr mark. and 6 hours later I was in full blown withdrawal, shook like a fucking newbie Eskimo in Antarctica thought my bones were going to break. only lasted a night. but the anxiety next day was relentless. day after was no anxiety, then the next was anxiety all day again, except no panic attacks. I am now on day 6. Last time I used was last Tuesday at around Midnight. Went into withdrawal around 5:30am that morning(fucking hell).
Anyways, its been almost 7 days and I am feeling really good. I haven't been having any depression at all to be honest, i go to work and crack up and joke and have a good time with co workers all week. I have two OXY 30mg in my cabinet right now with a couple of xanax bars i bought recently to help with anxiety which i break in half when i take. I also have access to methadone and subutex from my dude.
What do you guys think??? think i'll reset my withdrawal? I feel pretty good, no brain fog, no physical symptoms. Anxiety still lingering though a bit..... thats really the only thing. But I also think that at this point the anxiety is heavily mental.
I guess i should also add that i quit smoking pot and cigarettes as well(which i was doing almost every day during this time) on top of the opiates. which I think has an added affect on this anxiety that I am experiencing.
Anyways, its been almost 7 days and I am feeling really good. I haven't been having any depression at all to be honest, i go to work and crack up and joke and have a good time with co workers all week. I have two OXY 30mg in my cabinet right now with a couple of xanax bars i bought recently to help with anxiety which i break in half when i take. I also have access to methadone and subutex from my dude.
What do you guys think??? think i'll reset my withdrawal? I feel pretty good, no brain fog, no physical symptoms. Anxiety still lingering though a bit..... thats really the only thing. But I also think that at this point the anxiety is heavily mental.
I guess i should also add that i quit smoking pot and cigarettes as well(which i was doing almost every day during this time) on top of the opiates. which I think has an added affect on this anxiety that I am experiencing.
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