somewherehappy
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My advice to you is to not rely on them for too long nor too heavily during any one period in your life.
Exactly. Like I mentioned I've seen dependence, it's unavoidable even if you switch benzodiazepines. I've personally dealt with tolerance and addiction for it. Through a prescription which I didn't abuse and took 3 years.
I can say with 100% it's a bad end taking long term. However you really can use benzo's and get effects! I advise no more than 1 per week, with 7 days in between doses minimum. For me that has worked ok, slight tolerance from my past long term use has stayed after even 2 years benzo free. Anyway, you can use them responsibly and then when you need something for real, it will work. Or you can take daily and your life will go downhill and you'll have no relief when you really need it.
New in depth and large Clinical studies confirmed this, anxiety increases with long term use and the condition worsens. They've also noted cognitive decline with long term usage (lower IQ and worse memory).
Science aside, I've known many friends, also one family member who have been on benzodiazepines, they like myself all experienced bad result. For me after a while anxiety started to increase. Not just tolerance but after pill started to have no effect, then anxiety literally it became worse than originally, with time like much worse i'd literally say 10x worse (after taking it even!) then another 10x that if you miss a dose. I'm fortunate I withdrew off mine, it was hell. Now I very rarely use them, like once a month if I'm having an unbearable panic attack or rarely if using coke. I always leave minimum 7 days between another use.
A dear family member who was once vibrant and loved going out to meet people, was confident and social now can barely leave the house, they go out 2 times monthly to see the dr and talk about their fears of being ill. They were put on for anxiety attacks that occured during stressful times. No idea why dr's prescribe them in daily doses instead of as needed. This person now doesn't enjoy life, they need someone to be with them to leave house and have anxiety so bad it's difficult to see them so unhappy.
My other friend is still on them and is having increased panic attacks despite taking high doses of benzo's since they've been on like 2 years. She started out with bad anxiety and sometimes attacks but now it's out of control, like screaming and crying "what am I going to do?" She says "It helps my anxiety as soon as I wake up I'm unbearably panicking with knot in stomach and I literally run to the kitchen to take my pill." They think it's helping but I see it's severe addiction the body goes through minor withdrawal over night leaving them desperate for re-dosing. She's now taking more than dose thinking it's her life stresses but she actually has less now than she did at time she started. It's awful to watch her grow more and more anxious and panicking. I told her why but..she is convinced that since when she misses a dose she has horrible attack that it means she needs them. I'm worried what will happen if she doesn't get off soon..
This is just me and 2 others I know. Please read online and learn other people's experiences.
Sorry for long response but I wanted to make the point these drugs if used daily long term will ruin your life. It's not a question of if but when your quality of life will go downhill and anxiety will get to a point that makes normal tasks unmanageable.
I saw your post you'll probably take that person's advise and try to go off. It's your decision, just hoped to give you some stories about what I've learned and seen to help you make up your mind about it.
Final thing I'll say is if your going to get off Valerian root really helps! It helped me get to sleep easier during withdrawals. It certainly won't knock you or have effect your used to of Benzo's but it did ease it a little, you can take during day too.
Take care! Remember withdrawal will make anxiety worse but it definitely gets better with time!!
