suessmayr
Bluelighter
I'm sixty-something days off bupe and about 9 months off benzos. The anxiety and panic are fucking unbearable and I can't do the simplest things. Staying on a bus is a massive achievement for me. I've never had this level of anxiety before, not even before all the downers.
I never really liked alcohol but for the past 2 weeks or so I've been drinking every day or night. Not much at this stage, about 1-5 beers but usually more like 2 or 3. I'm still doing all the things I'm supposed to do but inside I can't wait until I can just chill and have a drink. So my question is this - is this unhealthy? Am I getting addicted to alcohol now in place of bupe?
I never really liked alcohol but for the past 2 weeks or so I've been drinking every day or night. Not much at this stage, about 1-5 beers but usually more like 2 or 3. I'm still doing all the things I'm supposed to do but inside I can't wait until I can just chill and have a drink. So my question is this - is this unhealthy? Am I getting addicted to alcohol now in place of bupe?