FISHyFishy
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- Dec 12, 2015
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Hello bl,
Im a new member who made a bl account just to share this experience and raise some questions about heroin/opiate usage.
I believe I currently am having an anxiety attack after what I thought to be a near death experience. Luckily I've read through forums enough to know what I was getting myself into. I think of myself as a self-medicating heroin user (haha) and today I impulsively used a full shot of heroin after taking a half shot about 30 mins before. With my tolerance being fairly high, I figured I'd test the waters by going above my usual dosage and also have a drug test coming up so I figured I'd get done with the remaining stash I had (i know, stupid). Immediately after the shot I had a panic attack about thinking I was going to OD and went for a long 5 mile bike ride to keep my heart rate stable. When I got back about 3 hours later I tried my hardest not to fall asleep because I was aware that OD deaths occur whilst sleeping. I was inbetween sleep/awake when I passed out for a second, then noticed while my eyes were closed that everything got very dark for a second, and instinctively, I jumped up from my sleep. Keep in mind this happened about 2 and a half hours after I used IV. I then went on to drink 2 cups of coffee and pace my house until now where I've decided to share this experience. It's been 7 and a half hours since I last had the full shot and am still too anxious to go to sleep after what happened. I would like to know a good time that I could go to sleep because I don't feel like calling 911 like I've done in the past due to anxiety just to be under medical supervision until I fall asleep.
In my eye's, I feel lucky to be alive after that close encounter with what I feel like was my brain deprived of oxygen.
I've read somewhere that Heroin is metabolized into Morphine, which has a three and a half hour half-life. Meaning that I've gone through two half lives (if info is correct) cutting the concentration in my body to be about a quarter of what I used. I still feel high and anxious and plan on going to sleep sometime tonight, I just want to be safe before I do again.
Thank you
Im a new member who made a bl account just to share this experience and raise some questions about heroin/opiate usage.
I believe I currently am having an anxiety attack after what I thought to be a near death experience. Luckily I've read through forums enough to know what I was getting myself into. I think of myself as a self-medicating heroin user (haha) and today I impulsively used a full shot of heroin after taking a half shot about 30 mins before. With my tolerance being fairly high, I figured I'd test the waters by going above my usual dosage and also have a drug test coming up so I figured I'd get done with the remaining stash I had (i know, stupid). Immediately after the shot I had a panic attack about thinking I was going to OD and went for a long 5 mile bike ride to keep my heart rate stable. When I got back about 3 hours later I tried my hardest not to fall asleep because I was aware that OD deaths occur whilst sleeping. I was inbetween sleep/awake when I passed out for a second, then noticed while my eyes were closed that everything got very dark for a second, and instinctively, I jumped up from my sleep. Keep in mind this happened about 2 and a half hours after I used IV. I then went on to drink 2 cups of coffee and pace my house until now where I've decided to share this experience. It's been 7 and a half hours since I last had the full shot and am still too anxious to go to sleep after what happened. I would like to know a good time that I could go to sleep because I don't feel like calling 911 like I've done in the past due to anxiety just to be under medical supervision until I fall asleep.
In my eye's, I feel lucky to be alive after that close encounter with what I feel like was my brain deprived of oxygen.
I've read somewhere that Heroin is metabolized into Morphine, which has a three and a half hour half-life. Meaning that I've gone through two half lives (if info is correct) cutting the concentration in my body to be about a quarter of what I used. I still feel high and anxious and plan on going to sleep sometime tonight, I just want to be safe before I do again.
Thank you