The Chemist
Bluelighter
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annnnnnddd, now we're best frannnzzz
i understand, i've slammed a few times when i was given a rig, prep my own shots and everything, it's a different high but i try to take the stance of "i cannot, and refuse, to let an inanimate object/molecule control my life and sense of self worth."
it allows me to have a "take it or leave it" mentality that keeps me in line. without it i'd seriously be either dead or on the level you are.
Wow, i never thought it would impact someone else like that, thanks! that's really encouraging to me too, strangely.
Gn'R for life, i've got it tatted on my leg.
awesome.
Oh i'm full of them truly....
I found a burned copy of Appetite for destruction on my walk to middle school. the only tracks it played for a while was "welcome to the jungle"; "it's so easy"; "paradise city"; my michelle"; and "rocket queen".
I kept that same CD (eventually got it cleaned well enough to play all the tracks) up until last year.
it didn't quit i broke it. still worked super good.
i do art too, but i don't work with computer anything.
oooh, how do you like this quote (old and i came up with it myself)
"we reject the idea of conformity, yet conform to the idea of rejection"
How did I miss this party? Oh, maybe I was busy drinking vodka, sniffing ambien, and ripping bowls.... All while not having slept since Saturday.
oh and i dnt use computers either. i use old CDs as the canvas...or a bunch of them glued to a canvas and then gesso and paint. they make an awesome 3d effect when done correctly.
Copped some OP's and microwaved em down, i think at my last count i've got 180mg.
Got off work early too! Lied in the sun for a bit, chowed on some ice cream, 35mg railed.
Feels good man.
Buzzed and blazed. Was classy at the bar, and got Sam Adams, Blue Point, and Bass Ale. Smoked some of my really good dro, and now I am waiting on hitting up my bottle of vodka.