How High is North America? v. 2011 Team Nod Playoffs

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The Rock Monster said:
So hows your bupe experience treatin ya bricks?
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I'm late as hell on this cuz I ain't been on the internet but figured I'd answer anyways.

I feel better then I have in a long fuckin time. It's crazy to sleep past 7am, cuz for the last year the latest I ever slept was 7:30 anytime after that I'd wake up sick as fuck, I was sleep on my mans couch the other day and he had to wake me up at like 11am I was like damn what the fuck half the days gone. I been bored as fuck I will say, and due to my 'occupation' it's hard as fuck havin a bunch of d sittin around and watchin people do d all day and not doin any of it, but so far I've stayed strong. I think Ima finally get a real job, now that I don't have a crazy ass habbit I can probably acutally survive off a paycheck.

Yesterday I only took 4mg, and today I only took 4mg so far, so I'm workin on gettin my dose down. I got another appt on Thursday, I think Ima tell em 16mg a day ain't cuttin it so I can get 24mg a day and then just stock pile em and stop goin to the fuckin doctor every 2 weeks.

It's weird to cuz as I've said before nobody really knew I was doin d so no body really knows I'm on sub but people already been tellin me I'm not bein as much of a asshole and that I seem like I'm in a better mood. I can see how much it changed me for the worse now, but a few weeks/months ago when I was all strung out I thought I was actin the same way I always did, besides I lost like 30 fuckin pounds.


I definitely miss some good d tho, I was walkin to the store yesterday and some old head was doin the dope fiend lean in the middle of the side walk all I could think was "damn, wish it was me" But on the same tip, lookin at dude all bummy as fuck noddin out on the sidewalk I was like damn Im glad that ain't gon be me.

Just another mufuckin page in the book I guess. You only stayin on subs for a month, RM? I would like to stay on em for like 6 months but I got my case comin up in July so Ima try to kick em before then, I'll probably wait til the last minute tho. Be careful rushin off em tho cuz, sometimes a month ain't a long enough time to forget how much you love doin d. I hope shit works out for you tho fam
 
Good to hear that youre doin well homey

Ya im gona b on it for a month, the doc im seein is all aboutgettin people off in a month

Im done with heroin though man. I got robbed for $30 at gunpoint on easter.cant trust anyone..im done with thegame man, im ready to move on and get a job and resume my life

Scored for the last time this morning..now im gona snort some bupe n smoke a cig.later
 
More PBR and weed. ^ Getting taken at gunpoint for 30 dollars is pretty messed up ya know? Like where you gotta be to threaten someones life for 30 bucks. The game has its ups and downs.
 
Damn that's weak yo. Somethin like that should definitely make you wonder if the shit really worth it tho. That shit definitely can be used as a motivator as a reason to quit. Better then gettin sntached up by the boys, but that could happen at any time to.

That shits crazy ya doc wants to get you off in a month. My doc said however long I need to stay on it is up to me, man if I quit in a month there aint no way I'd be able to stay clean thru the summer. I guess everybody different tho. How many mg is he goin to have you at before you jump off it?
 
Bricks and rock when I was on subs I ran out and the w/d lasted a long time. It was the rls legs and insomnia that was killing me. When I finally made it back to the dr he gave me vicodin and said taper off these it is much easier. But I was on subs for over a year and methadone before that. I wish you guys luck.
 
Yeah, the game is definitely the game. It's all up and down, stressful as a mufucker. I always be thinkin of that quote from that movie Blow where dudes like "When your up it's never as good as it seems, and when your down it seems like you'll never be up again, but life goes on" Thats some real shit. Shit I just keep thinkin I'm still young, at least I got that goin for me, and I think you're a year or two younger then me, so a couple years or whatever of fuckin up ain't that bad.

I just ain't tryna be lookin back in 10 or 15 years like the strung out old head "Back in the day, we used to have so many bricks you couldn't fit em in a grocery bag you young bucks don't nothin bout that" or some shit like that haha, I'm sure if any of y'all know some crazy old heads you heard some shit like that before.

If you can I'd try to get lower then .5mg a day before you jump off, that's pretty low but the lower you get the more bearable that shits gon be. You def don't want to be in WD from subs and end up coppin or some shit
 
Smoked a bowl earlier, took some valium, and am now drinking a 40 oz of Old E. Going to finish the rest of the 40 in the shower.... yes, I drink in the shower.
 
The Rock Monster said:
Ya i got robbed yesterday..last week i got pulled by the pigs..i stashed my dope n paraph. they didnt find it..i have to do crime for drug money..ive alienated my non using friends..so many reasons to stop

Doc wants me to hop off at .5mg
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Taper as low as you can go mang. You can probably jump off at .5 but, going to .25 and then .125 is not unheard of. Does he know that you're snorting em? Just curious.
 
RM- I have to agree with what bricks and johnny are saying about quitting subs. The withdrawals are nothing like coming off a dope habit, but they're not fun either. If I was you, I'd do my best to save as many extra pills as I could and then tapering down to at least .25mg even if it means being on subs for 6 weeks instead of one month like you want. You can try hopping off at .5mg, but if you start to feel shitty, it may be in your best interest to taper as far as you need to not feel withdrawal symptoms because it's real hard to keep dope off your mind when you feel sick and the last thing anyone needs when they're getting clean is another hurdle. Ya feel me?
 
The Rock Monster said:
Good to hear that youre doin well homey

Ya im gona b on it for a month, the doc im seein is all aboutgettin people off in a month

Im done with heroin though man. I got robbed for $30 at gunpoint on easter.cant trust anyone..im done with thegame man, im ready to move on and get a job and resume my life

Scored for the last time this morning..now im gona snort some bupe n smoke a cig.later
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Damn dude, I thought you cop from the same people..I didn't know you where. Hollerin at randoms..

Bricks & Stacks said:
Yesterday I only took 4mg, and today I only took 4mg...z, sometimes a month ain't a long enough time to forget how much you love doin d. I hope shit works out for you tho fam
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I'm glad to see down to 4mg like I said there's no way you needed that16mg they told you..and you said a month isn't long enough..man no time is long enough..you will always have that monkey on your back...
Bricks & Stacks said:
Dam My doc said however long I need to stay on it is up to me, man if I quit in a month there aint no way I'd be able to stay clean thru the summer. I guess everybody different tho. How many mg is he goin to have you at before you jump off it?
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that's cause he wants your money..RM doc actually sounds good..he knows the longer your on the more you just trade your dope habit for a bupe habit..so his doc sayin he wants to get him off in a month th is cool...your doctor sayin stay in iit as long as you need, sounds kind of shady and really just wants your cash..I mean any type of rehab they have you set goals as to when you want to stop..and your doc is like do what you want as long as your payin me..I mean if you do this program for a year and he does it for 1month..that's 11months worth of dr appoints you pay for that he's not..


But rock I'm worried that your really not gonna get clean..your just gonna substitute...I mean you keep talkin about wanting to take kpins and xanax so you can nod a little and that you sniff your bupe..benzo addicition and wd is just as bad as dope addiction and wds..you need to just stop it all..I'd also recommend stayin away from here...bl is just a trigger for many people

But your not gonna get clean of your still tryin to get high somehow..on something..and I know you don't want the preaching but you seem to really want off dope..for that to occur you need to stop everything..well smoke weed that won't hurt you..that would be better substitute then benzos and anything else really..at least you can't withdrawl from it
 
hey guys....just wanted to drop by and say thanks chincky for your sweet offer. no one has ever stated that they would not make fun of something bc of me. that was really cool.

and Tommyboy,one of our finest Nod Mods for being so flexible and willing to help out w/ the "two-weekers" thread.

i was truly apologizing for getting things off topic and i only wanted to point out that positive vs negative is always better-even when conveying negative aspect of things.
you guys are solid in my book.

also,my xanax to k-pin switch did not go well and by this afternoon i had my dad dropping off the klonopin so my Dr. cld get me back on xanax. i'm also tapering off anafranil and back onto luvox and 6 mos ago we tried cutting my SSRI bc of my reoccurring hypomanic states since jan. it was too many med changes and i was in serious w/d from both anafranil and xanax by mid AM. i thought nothing cld be worse that opiate and/or alcohol w/d but leveling out on my SSRI again and w/d from 2 meds 2 once was not good-although i followed my Docs instuctions...so i am making the anafranil to luvox switch-which will get to where i am leveled out again on my SSRI and THEN my Doc and I can try the benzo switch.
so off topic,although after i got my xanax i went from nod to coma in .0789 secs, i just wanted to say thanks and update everyone on where i am at right now. i feel better but like i still need a lil xtra xanax to make me feel normal. but i've taken my daily dose and i'm not gonna make thins worse by taking more-even if just a bit bc it will just make matters worse. i think by tomorrow i'll feel even more like myself than i do now.
i have a blast and this thread and i have made some great friends. i hope to be as good to all of you as you all have been to me.
i might stop back by or just nod right the fuck back out. we will see.
so Team Nod...
I LOVE YOUR GUTS!
much peace and love..........................skillz<3
 
I feel like I can finally post in here again!!!

Weed as usual, but in order to conserve my dwindling benzo supply...I'm feeling pretty good on oxymorphone, and now starting to nod nicely. Great way to numb my brain.

Okay, seeing how long this took me to type, change that to "nodding nicely." Feels good to not feel.



EDIT: I <3 Tommyboy.
 
The Chemist said:
team:

cocaine.
















that is all.
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This is the exact opposite is what tean nod is all about so get the fuck outa this thread with that bs. Hahaha just playin bro.

Im noddin hard my friends. Copped the best dope I've ever had, hands down! Amazing rush, euphoria, and super long legs. I did a one pack shot over five hours ago and am noddin super hard still. I was pissed at first cuz I opened my packs and they were way smaller then they normally are so I called my dude like wtf man. And he assured me that I would be satisfied and that it was real good. So I did just one tiny pack and got faded. :)
 
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