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1700mg pregabalin, 1200 gabapentin, 1mg alprzaolam, 10 beers and drinking more. ;)
 
johnlesliemackie said:
1,25 mg flualprazolam
600 (Edit: took 300 more, 900 mg in total) mg lyrica
75 hydroxyzine
1,5 mg morrocan hash, smoked in pipe and bong
600 mg ashwagandha

thinkin about adding 300-600 mg more lyrica
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Hey johnlesliemackie, I've got a question about the added Pregabalin. Because if I take an initial dose of 600mg Pregabalin (or more) and re-dose about 300-450mg a couple hours later I barely notice anything... or aren't you going for a Pregabalin high and just take it to improve the benzo / hash high?


OT:
250mcg Clonazolam
125mcg Flunitrazolam
6mg Bromazepam
37.5mg Diphenhydramine
1.2g Ashwagandha
200mg Caffeine
10mg Hydromorphone
 
For the overall synergy: and yes, redosing 3-4 hours afterwards definitely works. I’m euphoric, calm yet energetic and pleasantly dissociative.
 
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spliffs, 2g pbut, bomber (22) of old rasputin imperial ale. still feeling the 6mg diazepam i took yesterday.
 
24mg bromazepam
10g green Malay
50mg hydroxyzine
600mg gabapentin

Felt damn good, then fell asleep playing Skyrim, then woke up
 
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johnlesliemackie said:
For the overall synergy: and yes, redosing 3-4 hours afterwards definitely works. I’m euphoric, calm yet energetic and pleasantly dissociative.
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Good for you man, really. If I take one 150mg Pregabalin, I have to take a 2-3 week break off of it before I feel the euphoric, calm, energetic Pregabalin high again.... tough I have to take a minimum dose of 1200 - 1500mg and even then it's only a very mild high. Something must have changed in my metabolism. 1.5 years ago I could do 7-10 day cycles with doses of 1050 - 1200mg and I always felt great.

Ah, and by the way, I've never had a dissociative effect on Pregabalin. Mostly euphoric, calm... sometimes energetic. I find it very strange that suddenly I need this very long breaks and higher doses to achieve less pronounced highs. :? /edit: ----> it seems that we're all JUST individuals... =D

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3g Thai Maeng Da
750mg Phenibut
2.5g Lorazepam
150mg Caffeine
/Edit: 2mg Clonazepam
250mcg Clonazolam
 
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Ate 5x Dexedrine 15mgs
1.5mg Klonopin

Since it's a special occasion I'm thinking of rolling me (and maybe some friends) a blunt (I'm usually greedy about my pot using the least wasteful wasy possible but I have enough to spare as long as I ain't smoking alone). If I do it'll be a mix of mid idk the strain of and some freak Dr. Feel Good (nice stuff not as good as Super Sour Diesel but it's good stuff) if I smoke with another true stoner I'll probably sprinkle some Afghani Black hash (90% sure it's legit). I've rolled more spliffs and Js in the past than I can count but I'm kinda a noob to blunts. I know this is better in the cannabis forum but since I'm already posting I thought I'd ask a few questions. Can and should I filter it and should it be all bud or should I grind up a bit of tobacco to mix in? How many grams should a small to medium blunt take?


ALSO: @bamos : How does clonazolam compare to clonazepam? Or have you tried clonazepam before? I ask because I want a backup plan in case I lose my Klonopin script unexpectedly and thought an RC as close to it as possible would be a good choice.
 
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CousinCocaine said:
Ate 5x Dexedrine 15mgs
1.5mg Klonopin

Since it's a special occasion I'm thinking of rolling me (and maybe some friends) a blunt (I'm usually greedy about my pot using the least wasteful wasy possible but I have enough to spare as long as I ain't smoking alone). If I do it'll be a mix of mid idk the strain of and some freak Dr. Feel Good (nice stuff not as good as Super Sour Diesel but it's good stuff) if I smoke with another true stoner I'll probably sprinkle some Afghani Black hash (90% sure it's legit). I've rolled more spliffs and Js in the past than I can count but I'm kinda a noob to blunts. I know this is better in the cannabis forum but since I'm already posting I thought I'd ask a few questions. Can and should I filter it and should it be all bud or should I grind up a bit of tobacco to mix in? How many grams should a small to medium blunt take?


ALSO: @bamos : How does clonazolam compare to clonazepam? Or have you tried clonazepam before? I ask because I want a backup plan in case I lose my Klonopin script unexpectedly and thought an RC as close to it as possible would be a good choice.
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Hi CousinCocaine,

Clonazolam has a much shorter half-life and is the more potent substance. It's also much more addictive and it awfully ramps up your benzo tolerance. If you've got a good doc he/she won't cut you off of Clonazepam without a good reason and a subsitute substance. I'd definitely advise against using Clonazolam as a Clonazepam replacement - you won't make it long. The best advice I can give you here is to talk to your doc... the doctors have a huge arsenal of benzos they can choose from, if they think Clonazepam isn't the right one for you.

Wish you all the best!

Cheers, mate!

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added 250mcg Flunitrazolam, 165 mcg Triazolam IN, 12mg Hydromorphone, 25mg Diphenhydramine, 12.5mg Doxylamine, lil bit of amphs IN to stay awake and get the most out of this combo for now... and I guess I'm gonna nod off when I add another 250mcg Triazolam later :)
 
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Thanks bamos, first of all I'd like to say that was a really good answer! Definitely not planning on switching or trying any new benzodiazepines anytime soon but I just feel like I should have some sorta backup plan in case something unexpected occurs that leaves me without my Kpins and/or temazepam and I thought uncontrolled RC benzos would be a possibility. I had a dumbass doc who cut me off Klonopin after being on it a year completely cold turkey (no replacement or anything I just had to suffer through because I was under 18 at the time and was in a situation where I had absolutely no control so I just had to suffer through pretty bad withdrawal for a month almost then 1.5 more months of unrelenting panic until I got away and went to a component doc who immediately restarted the Klonopin + upped the dosage because I was so traumatized by the experience) so I'm still a bit paranoid... Trust me after taking courses related to pharmacy work I know all about the huge arsenal of benzodiazepines that doctors have up their sleeves, had to memorize a lot of them + half-life + the equivalency chart lol. Problem is I know very little about the benzos that aren't FDA approved. I'll have to do some further research into the RC benzos purely out of curiosity if nothing else. Thanks again and I hope you have a great Christmas!

OT: just more nicotine so far coming down off Dexies but still planning on smoking part of a blunt after while and I'm almost definitely going to chug hobo wine (for those who don't know what that is it's cheap, awful tasting and usually unnecessarily high proof "wine" usually sold in giant glass jugs) until I'm completely shitfaced. It says wine on the jug but it's 26% abv sooooo I don't think that's wine lol Probably down about 18oz as fast as I can chug (my usual amount to get fucked up). Can't wait!
 
^ Thanks mate, I'm glad that I could help. You should probably take a look into Flubromazepam, Meclonazepam and maybe Diclazepam. If these have the effects you need and half-life etc.

OT: Made me a tea of 400mg Uvuma-omhlope (Synaptolepis kirkii). Drank it about 1h ago. I'm relaxed and focused and have a super dry mouth. When I'm staring at the monitor it seems like the letters come out of it.
Little 3D-feeling :D

Now I'm gonna add 150mcg Triazolam IN and about 10mg hydromorphone also IN - yeah I need a lot of saline nasal spray - and maybe 250mcg Flunitrazolam :) see ya later!
 
^ I definitely will. Damn triazolam must be a lot stronger than I was even aware, mcg dosages shit! I'm guessing it's extremely addictive due to its short half life is that correct (I mean compared to other benzodiazepines)?

OT: Still got to do several things before I get drunk and stoned but it should be very soon. I'm going to be so fucked up because it's been several months since I've been drunk, or even had a drink now that I think about it.

300mg Lyrica
15mg temazepam
 
^Brotizolam is its superior thienodiazepine cousin (IMO). And is equipotent. :)

Speaking of, it's been a while since I've taken those.

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250mcg brotizolam
160 mg methadone
300mg lyrica
And 2mg alprazolam. :)
 
6g Green Malay
30mg bromazepam in total
~8mg 3-MeO-PCP orally

Been smoking small pinches of PCP on foil and daaaaaamn shit feels good. Maybe 3mg per pinch x3.
 
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CousinCocaine said:
^ I definitely will. Damn triazolam must be a lot stronger than I was even aware, mcg dosages shit! I'm guessing it's extremely addictive due to its short half life is that correct (I mean compared to other benzodiazepines)?

OT: Still got to do several things before I get drunk and stoned but it should be very soon. I'm going to be so fucked up because it's been several months since I've been drunk, or even had a drink now that I think about it.

300mg Lyrica
15mg temazepam
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P2C: "^Brotizolam is its superior thienodiazepine cousin (IMO). And is equipotent. "

IMO Triazolam is more addictive than Brotizolam. Like CousinCocaine wrote "I'm guessing it's extremely addictive due to its short half life is that correct (I mean compared to other benzodiazepines)?" That's correct, and it's also so freakin addictive because the intranasal bioavailavblity is almost 100%. You snort the pill and feel immediately (definitely within one minute) relaxed and euphoric and not that tired. When you stay awake you could actually snort the next pill in about 2 hours. Though when you take 250 - 400mcg Brotizolam, you will certainly get knocked out - imo it's way more hypnotic than Triazolam. :)

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OT: 2g Maeng Da
1.2g Ashwagandha
CBD Oil
100mg Caffeine
6mg Bromazepam

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chewing on about 350mg Uvuma-Omhlope Root for 20 mins now and like it very much - feels somehow if there were alkaloids in it which activate enkephalins. Unfortunately, there are no studies yet.
added some amphs.... don't wanna sleep yet
 
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-A 1/4oz (almost) blunt of mid + 1g Dr Feel Goood at 2:30am (it's now 9:22 and I'm still SOOOO high because my low weed tolerance) alll to myself trying to constantly hit it so I would waste as little as possible
-DXM 480mg

-Lyrica 300mg

-120mg codeine

-1mg Klonopin
 
bamos said:
P2C: "^Brotizolam is its superior thienodiazepine cousin (IMO). And is equipotent. "

IMO Triazolam is more addictive than Brotizolam. Like CousinCocaine wrote "I'm guessing it's extremely addictive due to its short half life is that correct (I mean compared to other benzodiazepines)?" That's correct, and it's also so freakin addictive because the intranasal bioavailavblity is almost 100%. You snort the pill and feel immediately (definitely within one minute) relaxed and euphoric and not that tired. When you stay awake you could actually snort the next pill in about 2 hours. Though when you take 250 - 400mcg Brotizolam, you will certainly get knocked out - imo it's way more hypnotic than Triazolam.:)
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Bizarre that you experience it the exact opposite way that I experience both drugs.

For me triazolam has never really given me a 'high', instead it just knocks me on my ass and tends to put me to sleep (it's been a long time since I've taken triazolam, since I don't like 'em so I usually decline them when offered). Either I'm just sleeping, and if I force myself to stay awake it dulls me out and puts me in a lazy 'mood' where I don't enjoy anything. The same is true for pretty much any benzo when I try abusing it nowadays, but with other benzos I've always had to double or triple my dose in the past for recreational effects. But if I try now, again, I become lazy and tired. So I don't try anymore.

Muscle relaxing benzos can still be somewhat recreational for me. A fairly high dose of diazepam; at least 50mg still feels pretty good. I much preferred (now banned in most places, if not everywhere) tetrazepam. Only needed 2 pills which came in only 1 strength; 50mg. 2 of those actually felt quite good. The muscle relaxation from tetrazepam was wonderful and caused me to feel great physically. Diazepam (not at any dose) doesn't even come close to tetrazepam's efficacy tbh. But it's more recreational than most benzos...

Compared to triazolam, brotizolam provides a more mellow feeling and, even now with my history of abuse and later therapeutic use, which has been going on 7ish years, I get a unique type of euphoria. 1st time I felt it was before I knew what thienodiazepine even was so I assumed it was a really lovely benzo (though later on when trying out etizolam and again, even later, with clotiazepam I noticed they all possessed a very similar type of euphoria) & this effect didn't seem to appear in any other benzo (I still thought that's what they were) until I finally noticed what they had in common with each other but not with any other benzos. IME, this particular kind of euphoria appears to be unique to thienodiazepines, since I've only felt it with clotiazepam, brotizolam & etizolam.

When you have a lot of anxiety and a benzodiazepine kicks in offering relief, the contrast can feel really good, which is also a type of euphoria I suppose. I know that when I was having bad anxiety and panic attacks and I used xanax for the first time it definitely felt really good and I would say that those first times actually felt euphoric too. However, the unique type of euphoria that (for me, and so far anyway) only thienodiazepines have been able to cause in me is something else entirely IMO.

I think the gigantic success of etizolam is also due to it being a thienodiazepine and the euphoria that comes with that. Other thienodiazepines that are used in medicine aren't as widely available. But every time I see someone post their experience about any of em its super positive. In fact yours is the first 'negative' review I've ever read on brotizolam. Also the first time I've seen someone say they like triazolam better.

Interesting :) but that just goes to show that not everyone prefers brotizolam over triazolam and not everyone is affected by the same drugs in the same manner. To me triazolam is the one with the large knockout potential at normal therapeutic doses, and even if I stayed awake it's never been that great recreationally, IME at least. For you it's vice versa. :D So yeah, again: different strokes for different folks. :)

No anxiolytic or hypnotic tranquilizer from either -diazepine drug classes are very addictive to me anymore, I still have a physical dependency to benzos because I genuinely need them for severe social anxiety disorder, but I limit my use to therapeutic amounts now without any problems ever. I've gotten a real good handle on my 'downer' (not including opioids, obviously :p) over the time period between 6 and 5 yrs ago, and ever since then I've got it under control. Before then, I devoured every substance ending in either '-pam' or '-lam' quicker than I could take them out of their packaging. :D But now I have a rather large collection of most of my favorite benzos saved up (+brotizolam :D). 5-6 years ago when I still abused them heavily, I also had a big stash. But I doctor shopped back then, and did so a lot. I had to in order to keep taking the crazy doses I was taking.

What I have now, I all got/get from my GP and my psychiatrist. The former is rx'ing me 2 benzos (or well, 1 'thieno' and 1 benzo hah, it just doesn't roll off the tongue like 'benzo' does. =D), and 1 benzo from my psychiatrist. But only at therapeutic doses.

Still, I ask for more than I use seeing as I take no more than 1 benzo per day (usually anyway ;), it's definitely all I need to keep my dependency in check). I always like to have a healthy backup so I could do a taper without needing to go to the doctor first per se if circumstances ever demanded it (which they never would). And could do so at any given time. And meanwhile my benzo stockpile keep growing :D. To me (and i do think in general too, judging by the reviews I've gotten from friends irl about both, or read online when ppl compared the 2) brotizolam definitely has more potential for an addiction.

Opiates are my Achilles heel nowadays, and I could never get so addicted to any benzo or thienodiazepine ever again. But generally speaking I think brotizolam is more 'risky' for benzo lovers than its cousin triazolam. Or well, they're both pretty risky if you've got a soft spot for benzos and are prone to benzo addiction.

Sry for the essay bamos. I blame it on the amphetamines..! :sus:

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160mg Methadone
150mg amphetamines which has just about worn off
Gonna add lyrica, hydroxyzine and a nice benzo. But I haven't decided yet. I need one that lasts a while but writing about brotizolam got me feeling like that one. I always skip it cause it's so short acting. But today I'll take a nice dose of brotizolam. :D It'll probably wear off far too soon but I'm making an exception today and will just redose something longer acting when it does. Otherwise I never get to enjoy my brotizolam anymore. :( So yeah. Sounds like a plan to me.

Also gonna take a lil extra 'done today. ;)
So my total in 10min will be :

150mg amphetamines from which I've pretty much fully come down.
240mg methadone
300mg lyrica (might up this to 450 when everything has kicked in)
0.5mg brotizolam - then when it wears off 12 or 24mg bromazepam, still gotta decide on that.
50mg hydroxyzine

Is that it? I think so. I might add a short acting stim (hexen probably, IV, for the rush) too.
Either that or a tiny dose of 3-ho-pcp IM. Or neither of these 2. I really haven't decided on these last 2.
 
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