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How Fucked Up Do You Like to Get?

Bob Loblaw

Bob Loblaw

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When I was younger I liked to get black out, no control over myself wasted. Now I've grown up a bit I like to get close to that point, but I usually know when to stop. So basically I love getting completely shitfased all the time.


Very rarely do I enjoy just a slight buzz from anything. It's typically more more more.
 
Im really over getting as fucked as i can anytime i get high. Ive been using the same IV doses of morphine for near a year now and while i mightnt nod off and be off my face like in the beginning, im more than content with a mild buzz. Morphines effects last reasonably long as well which is a plus side.

If my intentions are to get proper messy than i throw in some of my breakthrough oxy, valium and ocassionally add a decent codeine extraction to the mix. A few drinks too sometimes. Weed is always a necessity.

I learned not to use too big of a codeine cwe on top of IV morphine unless i have promethazone on hand. Ive never experienced such insane itching, reddening and welts over my whole body from the extra large histamine release. I nearly skinned myself last ocassion.
 
a nice buzz after work, and a full blown forget what happened, wake up on monday in a haze, weekends.
 
Throughout the day just a nice euphoric buzz, at night i like to nod out and fall asleep on my toilet or standing up.
 
^While i'm not even going to go into the weirdness of wanting to nod out on a toilet....;)I will tell you that many people have done serious damage to their legs and such by accidentally doing that.....

To fucked....i'm that guy that always goes to far but so far never with any true ill consequences. Now normally I won't get fucked to the wall and back most times, but if its the first time receiving some chemical in a while, I usually take off the chains and let loose. I'm starting to get over getting as fucked as you can whenever anything goes down.....simply like been there done that....but every once in a while or a more special time, or if i'm simply loosing it I get pretty crazy. In HS my friends referred to me as the "Drug Elephant" because no matter what I took I practically never hit the floor, just kept chugging along. Its all good though as everyone has known of my love for combos and extreme combos....so!

There also lies a demon in me that can be activated by certain GABA agonists and on the rare occasion other substances where I become a chemical monster and munch down anything with a decent effect.....though I suppose the majority of people lay with that demon nightly...I can also be known to do the random thing like break things, though thats pretty rare and is usually an accident or steal when i'm totally blacked out on occasion! Like most people most likely I steal the oddest things besides ethanol unless I have money or its to easy. That sort of thing hasn't occurred in a long while though and doesn't occur to often.

Edit: I also forgot to add in that I have a peculiar ability to be able to act fairly sober when I am fucked to the max, I don't know if its the adrealine that kicks in when i'm really really fucked and know its trouble or if its the fact that i've done it so many times. I know its like anything that you learn, and obviously you get better the more you practice it, some better than others and all that!
 
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i like to pop benzos and drink a lil, pop a few uppers so i'm staggering a bit but can still walk around to get where i need to go. also no blackouts for me, i get arrested.
 
I like to pop a handful of opiates and eat a big meal. After that I like to smoke a bunch of cigarettes and talk on the phone. Or go hang out.
 
Bob Loblaw said:
When I was younger I liked to get black out, no control over myself wasted. Now I've grown up a bit I like to get close to that point, but I usually know when to stop. So basically I love getting completely shitfased all the time.


Very rarely do I enjoy just a slight buzz from anything. It's typically more more more.
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Oh yes I do remember my drinking days... I used to be a big drinker for 5 years (high school/college years). I used to play all those typical drinking games (i.e. beer pong, flip cups, quarters, etc - and funnel beer). I never knew my limit and would always drink until I passed out, threw up, or did something really dumb. I really loved alcohol back then. I was younger then and never used to get hungover. If I have a few beers now, I feel it the next day.
 
i used to like getting fuckered up but my tolerance is maxed out on everything now anyway so a moderate buzz is about as good as i can get. Don't like blacking out for weeks though, caused way too many problems and wasn't even fun, don't remember a thing. Alcohol blackouts sucked too, wake up with girls, no idea what happened/didn't happen, wake up in weird places with no memory, would lose a shoe somehow and weird shit like that. No fun at all.

After drinking a good 26 oz of rum though i was sort of in and out of consciousness, puked all over the hallway floor in my dorm, went back into my room then came out not remembering shit and slipped in it hahah everyone laughed at me but i couldn't stop laughing either. Next day, it was pretty gross. I also had a habit of smashing everything possible when blacked out drunk, so i don't like to be that out of control any more, not to mention pissing in the strangest places possible, like radiators lol.

Slight buzz and i'm good to go.
 
I've got a history of destroying cell phones when I'm completely obliterated. Once, when we were doing drunk fight club I smashed this chick's phone 'cos we had the same one. Quite the mix up lol.
 
I drink a lot of liquor man, but I've never once blacked out.

EDIT: I realize that's probably because I like to combine my alcohol with copious amounts of high quality cocaine.
 
I honestly just like to ride a nice functional buzz. Days of getting super fucked up, getting in fights, and not remembering much/anything are hopefully behind me. Definately agree with otw on the self defence part.
 
I like to get fucked up to the point where I can barely function with drugs like Oxy and weed together, thats probably my all time favorite combo and I like doing enough oxy's to the point where I'm nodding and then keep smoking until I can't smoke anymore. Fortunately for me, I don't always have access to opiates so it's usually just smoking stupid amounts of pot and drinking to achieve a somewhat similar experience...

I can't stand being "barely" high. Whenever I smoke with my friends or whatever, I always sneak off afterwards to do more... I don't know why but I just do.
 
I hate getting completely fucked. I'm bipolar and cautious so rarely does that happen to me. I must've gotten realllly drunk only 3x in my life and those weren't even blackouts, like I just remember throwing up and putting myself down to sleep, sometimes get up n repeat (in a club, in a hallway, and in a couch respectively lolololol.)

I'm okay with "just the tip." One hit [edit: okay maybe 2 lol, depending on the device tho u kno what i mean] of really good weed already takes me there. ive chased that green dragon before (like trying to get the near-psychedelic effects i got the first times i got high.) that never happens, I just reach a point where I fall asleep. So I figure just being high enough is just as good, way efficient, productive and much more frugal than trying to reach "subliminal levels." (My friend literally said that. And meant it.)

Currently on a low-dose of acid as we speak. Just testing waters especially since I had a seizure the last time (long story short dont mix lithium and lsd.) I've only ventured as far as to taking 2 doses cos I'm bipolar and have already experienced a dangerous (lsd-induced) manic episode, so really not trying to expand my mind further lol (but srsly.)

(That said I have a tendency of being curious how far is far of "just the tip" - like there is one drunken night I barely even recall and is not in my previous recounts, cos i didnt exactly pass out either, n i had a great night. I took like literally 1mg Xanax and had like one or two drinks, nothing more, friends made sure. Went to Starbucks after hours in a t-shirt and boxers. Developing -- or stemming from? -- an "I'm really cute, I can get away with anything" mentality. Btw I've gone out into public in my underwear 2x besides this once sober and the other time tipsy and nobody complained so maybe that is actually true idk.)

(So I guess I'm sorta shy drugs-wise, but not exactly the shyest mouse, is all.)

(I do have an amazing ass tho. Just to bring it back to my pantsless story.)
 
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Bigfanofthemdrugs said:
I drink a lot of liquor man, but I've never once blacked out.

EDIT: I realize that's probably because I like to combine my alcohol with copious amounts of high quality cocaine.
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it varies with different drugs:

on cocaine, I like to get really fucking drunk and then snort sooooo much coke.
on cannabis, I just smoke it until i'm bored of smoking, whatever that comes out to.
on opiates, I like to nod.
on ketamine, I like low doses as well as k-holes.
on alcohol, I like to drink a lot, but I'm always in control of my actions/aware of my surroundings.
 
At work/school I like to maintain a nice buzz that helps me get through the day....on sundays (when I'm pretty much free) I like to let loose (still have to do homework and housework shit though).
 
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