I might do so, it's an interesting idea, but I don't really like benzo/barb type highs and I don't want to poison myself for a high I don't even like
I hate TSA scanners but I'm glad yr bk home safe and detoxed. I need to do the same with clons.
Good luck with that. I think I dodged a bullet thanks to relatively short use of about 7 weeks, before I started a rapid taper. The anticipation anxiety was by far the worst for me -- just worrying that some withdrawal might possibly start at any minute. Generally I had low level anxiety and trouble falling asleep. Then the probably days two and three of no xanax I felt like I had a bit of a cold. Now it's about getting used to real life and my normal base level of anxiety with I struggle to deal with sometimes. Xanax worked well for me, and I'm going to miss having that as an option throughout the day
I'm glad you detoxed and it gives me hope I will do the same. The anticipation of anxiety is worse no doubt but for me living in a stressful environment makes this task worse for me. I have giving up many things and habits in my life for the better but my past follows me. Some close won't let me forget my past. This is stressful in itself. I also am between a rock and a hard-case in another area which I don't see a way out. I suffer from EHS so living in a high wireless area is not an option for me. On a good note I have got better with time and distance and shielding besides healthy eating and a few supplements which take away oxidative stress I can go to these high radiation areas for a short time without getting ill. Back to the detoxing, I used to get the Teva clons which worked good for me but I am having trouble with the pharmacy getting this generic now. They have an indian brand which is not the same, much weaker and doesn't last as long per dose. So there's that. I can't keep switching generics and detox properly. Do you think I should try to get the brand name and use those to come off? I hate the pharmacies. They now have no respect for the customer. This adds to my anxiety too. Lat time I tried to detox I got down to 1 mg but stayed there than went back up again due to anxiety and panic attacks. Been 20 years on them too..
I don't know what to advise you other than to speak to a doctor. My knowledge of this stuff is super limited. I have an addictive personality and when I get into something I really, really get into it. When I was drinking I was going for about 10 beers a day, plus around a litre of vodka at one point. So if I can get the benzos under control, I'm sure anybody can.
The doctors here are only script writers and they won't say ya or nah on any topic. Most of the appointments are e-health visits now so I wouldn't feel comfortable anyway since everything is recorded and data mined. I'm very personal and I hate the way society is going with cameras everywhere and such. Even when I go out to the forest to go fishing and leave my phone with the battery out low flying planes circle around every time. I'm not paranoid I just notice my surroundings and what changes. The USA has become a surveillance state since the NDAA or patriot act. In fact we've been in a silent war for decades now. The gmo's , DEW's ,5G radiation, fluoride and forever chemicals in the water supplies, hyper inflation,vaccines, gang wars, and physiological warfare. Not the America I remember. But if God can keep me sane in this environment I'm sure He can help me with coming off a couple meds. By the way I have documents for all these programs that were leaked..
