I enjoy music festivals mostly, or live music, or electronic music if there is no good live music. It has to be a music festival where the partiers are "professional" and look out for one another, if someone falls everyone else helps them out. I also like festival environments where there are different levels of partiers. Beer drinkers, trippers, sober, rollers....I like the mix of people doing whatever they want to do. I feel weird when I am somewhere where EVERYONE is rolling for some reason. (maybe its because I feel old
Actually, I dont like the roll to be the focus, its gotta be about the community and the music first, and the roll just helps me stay up late for late nites
I dont like festivals where people party too hard or people are too young, where there is no consciousness. Smaller events are great. Free to be who you want to be.
I prefer outdoor all nighters under the trees with live music. I adore electronic music too, but live music (jam bands mainly but anything really) is much more engaging for me personally. I love MDMA and bluegrass styles if you can believe that. If you havent tried enjoying a rockin' violin jig/jam while rolling you are missing out ..hahaa its true! There is a great party pocket where the bands rule and the DJs are a nice side treat out there.
I also dont like over doing it, never have. I hate that feeling of being way too rolled. I would rather eat some mushrooms later on on top of the 100-200mg dose of MDMA to achieve a stronger state. I have been rolling on and off for 10 years and I have rarely eaten over 200mg a night. I have done 4 consecutive days of 100mg a night, though. Phew I am getting too old for that at age 39!! If I wait and wait for months, I can pull that off.
I have some other older friends I roll with (and younger, I like all ages) and its not gross, they are having a blast and they dont do it often at all. They just discovered it late in life. you would eat it too if you were given your first dose at age 55!
I didnt eat my first til I was 29. Thank goodness there was no MDMA when I was in high school.....people were meaner back then in this culture but I did steer clear of early retardation. I hit it hard a couple years ago for a bit but since then have really mellowed out. Everyone has a honey moon with it, some of us just dont start until later.
I get more out of my experience if i do it in a large comfortable crowd at a festival, rather than casually at home. Its like this: The festival itself is amazing, and the drug itself is super fun. Put em together and its unreal. I would just rather save it for those special moments where I want to be up til dawn seeing music in an artistic loving atmosphere. When the opportunity is right though, home can be fun too. Its easier to vibe out and achieve bliss IMO when in the festival setting where hundreds are celebrating.