TheFrogEffect
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I just smoked PCP for the first and definitely last time a few days ago. I had a blast! I started taking just one or two puffs off the cigarette I dipped in it then put it out. I got bold and decided to take 7 or 8 puffs off the cigarette to finish it off (not the smartest move I'm sure). The onset of that was insanely intense. I felt like I got ripped away from my own being by some inexplicable force. But at no point did I feel like I was out of control of myself or the experience. My girlfriend actually told me I was far more calm and level headed than I usually am, which is surprising because I was out of this world. I do remember having a four hour long talk with her and it was really calm and loving and we didn't start arguing like we sometimes do. It was nice.
So I'm wondering, how likely is it really that someone is going to lose control? Is it people who can't handle dissociative drugs and/or psychedelics that tend to lose it? I am a bit of a psychonaut and generally take higher than normal doses of psychedelics when I do them and I rarely have trips that even go remotely near the bad end of the spectrum. Is my experience with psychedelics what kept me grounded on PCP? As far as dissociative go, I've done quite a bit of DXM but never actually enjoyed it. PCP was incredibly enjoyable in comparison.
I don't plan to ever do PCP again. But it was worth it for a one time experience, for sure.
So I'm wondering, how likely is it really that someone is going to lose control? Is it people who can't handle dissociative drugs and/or psychedelics that tend to lose it? I am a bit of a psychonaut and generally take higher than normal doses of psychedelics when I do them and I rarely have trips that even go remotely near the bad end of the spectrum. Is my experience with psychedelics what kept me grounded on PCP? As far as dissociative go, I've done quite a bit of DXM but never actually enjoyed it. PCP was incredibly enjoyable in comparison.
I don't plan to ever do PCP again. But it was worth it for a one time experience, for sure.