goodnitestar
Bluelighter
i was crying when you left me
all broken up inside
youd be back soon you said
you couldnt even kiss me goodbye
when you yelled goodbye
i was waiting for an apology
or something from you ...
writting poems and reading
at this fucking machine
only three minutes ago did you make me want to scream
and the thought of it , and my passive attitude
lifted to many tears to the surface
upset too much too soon
i cant understand how such sweet lips can utter such intimidating words
pricking my body with untangable emotions
and i hold myself hostage
being so in love with you
i cant just leave , cant just say "fuck you "
is it only me?
feeling so alone, its been days now since weve touched
im so sick of crying
so sick of the pain
i feel like im slowly dying
i wish i could just skip this
and go straight to the grave
but with all my unhappiness
and all my fear
why
why
do i always want you near?
all broken up inside
youd be back soon you said
you couldnt even kiss me goodbye
when you yelled goodbye
i was waiting for an apology
or something from you ...
writting poems and reading
at this fucking machine
only three minutes ago did you make me want to scream
and the thought of it , and my passive attitude
lifted to many tears to the surface
upset too much too soon
i cant understand how such sweet lips can utter such intimidating words
pricking my body with untangable emotions
and i hold myself hostage
being so in love with you
i cant just leave , cant just say "fuck you "
is it only me?
feeling so alone, its been days now since weve touched
im so sick of crying
so sick of the pain
i feel like im slowly dying
i wish i could just skip this
and go straight to the grave
but with all my unhappiness
and all my fear
why
why
do i always want you near?
