truvision
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- Dec 10, 2012
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Hey all, Ive recently been trying to very slowly taper off of Baclofen. Ive only been on the stuff for two months but every time I drop the dose even just a LITTLE bit I have to worst nightmares I have EVER had in my entire life! Its almost akin to the times Ive done hallucinogenics and had really bad experiences on them. Ive awoke half in and half out of sleep in my dark room and thought I was buried alive but forever locked in this place of darkness and bolted out of bed with sweat dripping off of me to find that of course I was still very much alive. Ive had these really crazy dreams as well that were like total out of body experiences where I would just float above my body and be freaking out but be paralyzed and feel like I was floating all around my house but be unable to snap out of it and woke up screaming for help (yea,might sound like good stuff to some, but trust me its not fun).
Other ones were even more sick feeling than that which I wont go into cause Im sure you get the idea. Just last night though I bolted out of bed after just closing my eyes for what felt like a second and saw a car schreeching towards me.. I felt the impact , REALLY heard the sounds and saw it just as clear as if my eyes were open. I snapped right out of it after what would have been the 'impact.' Man Ive heard that nightmares can be a side effect from this stuff esp when your trying to taper off of it. but why do they all have to be so negative and evil?
I havnt even made it down a half a pill and this is happening. I cant IMAGINE how much worse these nightmares could really get. I even went and got a nightlight and have been sleeping with the TV on but its still scary as crap.I suspect Im gonna really pay HELL to get off this drug. The irony is that during the daytime its the most effective anxiolytic that Ive ever used for my social anxiety but the crap that visits you at night just isnt worth it.
Ive even had audible and visual hallucinations while my eyes were still OPEN and I have never had a history of that before and I know that its def coming from the Baclofen. I thought I might add that Im not the first person to have this on Baclofen either.. and for most people the nightmares are pretty much like what Ive described.. dark, evil and scary. Its just thier so real and it makes me afraid to even close my eyes at night! So, my question is maybe if I can understand the science behind WHY this is happening to my brain I wont fear it so much. Does anyone know what causes the brain to respond in this way when trying to even slightly taper off?
Other ones were even more sick feeling than that which I wont go into cause Im sure you get the idea. Just last night though I bolted out of bed after just closing my eyes for what felt like a second and saw a car schreeching towards me.. I felt the impact , REALLY heard the sounds and saw it just as clear as if my eyes were open. I snapped right out of it after what would have been the 'impact.' Man Ive heard that nightmares can be a side effect from this stuff esp when your trying to taper off of it. but why do they all have to be so negative and evil?
I havnt even made it down a half a pill and this is happening. I cant IMAGINE how much worse these nightmares could really get. I even went and got a nightlight and have been sleeping with the TV on but its still scary as crap.I suspect Im gonna really pay HELL to get off this drug. The irony is that during the daytime its the most effective anxiolytic that Ive ever used for my social anxiety but the crap that visits you at night just isnt worth it.
Ive even had audible and visual hallucinations while my eyes were still OPEN and I have never had a history of that before and I know that its def coming from the Baclofen. I thought I might add that Im not the first person to have this on Baclofen either.. and for most people the nightmares are pretty much like what Ive described.. dark, evil and scary. Its just thier so real and it makes me afraid to even close my eyes at night! So, my question is maybe if I can understand the science behind WHY this is happening to my brain I wont fear it so much. Does anyone know what causes the brain to respond in this way when trying to even slightly taper off?