Went again.
Wow. Still feeling a bit wavey... I'm really relaxed and happy although I've came down. That was the most beautiful thing I ever experienced, I'd go harder but unfortunately it's time for bed, I have work in the morning.
Finding this a little hard to describe so I apologize if this is confusing at all.
I loaded up 0.045g into a waterless bong, I had some ash on the bottom of the bowl, then the DMT, then another thin layer of ash. Slowly moved a lighter across the bowl in a circular motion, sloooooowly breathing in, the bong absolutely filled with vapours, it looked quite milky, I breathed it all in very very quickly and then lay down on the sofa with my head on a cushion. I started to feel it... The comeup was very intense at first, all I was thinking was 'oh shit, this isn't for me', then I just relaxed and let the high take me away, my breathing felt weird, I swallowed and it felt SO weird. I could hear the buzzing/high pitched noise.... it was like a flash bang in a game... or maracas, a bit hard to describe, it wasn't extremely loud but it was definitely noticeable...
I could hardly move, my body was locked down and going very slowly, as I felt the comeup stop I was waving my arms above my head, they were trailing and going very slowly, the ceiling was noticeably twisting and warping, getting bigger and smaller, the chandelier was doing the same but it was much more noticeable.... Felt as if I was sweating a lot.... I started crying, I was so happy. Everything looked cartoon like in a way and strange... I'm not sure how to describe it, but it was beautiful.
I closed my eyes and seen patterns, triangular, going from the edge of my vision inwards, I think blue in colour, quite pretty, I seen some visuals that looked something like these:
http://thumbs.dreamstime.com/x/psychedelic-fractal-970296.jpg
http://i.imgur.com/JoE7j.jpg
I started to come down, things were still twisting, but nothing was quite a vivid or apparently.
I was still feeling disorientated but I sat up and tried the bong... there was some dmt left but not much, maybe around .01, hit it anyway and the effects came back a bit, heard the buzzing again.
I can't wait to smoke DMT again.