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HONEYMOON has yours ended ?

Seyer said:
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pls me one more time and I'll have those usertitles switched, cept u'll be a Greenlighter, and I don't even have admin powers... 8o

You might have a cooler username than me but ur title is temp..
 
95Land said:
My honeymoon with dope ended long ago. It's now a relationship where we hardly see each other. When we do, it's all "I love you" at first. Then it just goes downhill from there.
My relationship, let alone any honeymoon with benzodiazepines, MDMA, coke, meth are all way past the divorce stage. I don't wanna see them, they don't wanna see me. Fuck em.
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RC's nugga...
 
^Yeah.... Something new. It really is like with a girl/SO/whatever. Sometimes you just get sick of each other and need to try somebody/something new.
 
I've found a way to keep thing fresh. As long as I have enough "me" time and my relationship isn't the focus of my life I'm good.

I just need plenty of non-drug things going on in my life.

Same kinda goes for any relationship.
 
Yes my honeymoon ended many moons ago. Once chasing dope and cash for it becomes a full time job, the high is not so satisfying. Just kind of like an , ugh, ahhh, finally. All that for this? Type thing. I thank god for methadone.
 
Tina and my Heroine had a bad breakup, but we've reconciled for now. The only question is, how long will this last?
 
My honeymoon with Meth + Vicodin lasted for maybe 6 months, before I stepped it up to Meth + Oxy. Only took a few weeks for me to ditch the Meth and get into an exclusive relationship with Oxy. Was pushin E at the time, at a huge profit margin, so my honeymoon with Oxy lasted for almost 2 years. Never once got sick, because I always had it. Finally spent my re-up money on OC and it was all downhill from there. Watched my bank account dwindle almost in a third person type of fashion. Wound up in detox where I was molested by one of the doctors and shot up in the ass with a drug I absolutely did not need (can't recall what it was, but the nurse fucked up and gave me the wrong stuff) made the WDs even worse. Was on 160mg+ a day, but the dumb fucks said that because I was only 18 at the time I shouldn't need suboxone or benzos, made me go cold turkey, said I should, "bounce right back". Then had the audacity to send a bill to collections for $3,350 a year later.

All that said, I still think discovering Opiates was the best thing that has ever happened to me. I just need to get myself back on MMT and be responsible about it. Guess I'm just a masochist or something, who knows. I hate the idea of being a slave to a substance, but strong Opiates 100% cure my debilitating anxiety, panic attacks, insomnia and the depression those symptoms cause.
 
^MMT rocks. I love it cos it gives me all the benefits of a wakeup (energy, good mood, slight warm fuzzyness, surprised i still get these effects though. Ive been on mmt awhile and still love my am dose.) Without all the drawbacks the effects of doing a shot of heroin has on me in the morning, effects i dont desire during the day such as nodding out, being out of it, or the worst: not being able to find a vein when uou have somewhere to be.

I used to love my good ole morning fix, it was like my coffee, but when i switched to methadone i started to realize i dont like going thru my day extremely fucked up. Not coincidentally, but switching to mmt also gave me the motivation to do shit and be able to do shit because all my cash wasnt going towards dope, so i enrolled in school again (dropped out because of heroin), was able to buy a car and do normal things like go to the movies and shop etc.
 
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