The reason we don't SWIM here is because it makes it difficult to decipher what exactly were the doses and times used in the experience.
Am I correct in my interpretation: You combined 1 tab of LSD, 650mg of Mescaline, and 5 grams of mushrooms on this particular journey?
And in the past you have had experiences with up to 6 tabs of LSD, or up to 750mg of mescaline, or up to 7 grams of mushrooms?
You have correctly interpreted what I said.
Here are some details so you can imagine some of the mindset:
5g psilocybe cubensis dry
500mg vial + 250g of peruvian torch = 650mg of mescaline
1 tab (100-150ug) dropped from "Owsley's last batch" on double-sided Ganesha print/Alex Grey print blotter. I ate the eyes.
Previously:
The first time i ever dosed anything was around 600mg of mescaline. I thought the police were coming after me for having a vial of mescaline in my pocket. I ended up in my friends closet when she wasn't even home, calling her frantically. Then the anxiety and fear subsided and I had a great time, I saw the sky open and turn into heaven. This opened my mind to more trips.
I have taken 2 mescaline vials before (so thats 800-900mg depending on how liberal the lab was) but it was not on an empty stomach, so i say 750g.
Mushrooms:
I have taken various quantities - 1.75g, 3.5g, 5g, 7g. When i take mushrooms, i lock myself in my room, alone.
Acid:
1 tab, 2 tabs, 3 tabs, 6 tabs (3 double+ dosed tabs, unknowingly)
The double dose trip was the worst fucking thing ive ever been through. Firstly, i was pooping as i came up, all of a sudden the rust in the bathroom started attacking me, my poop turned orange, i threw up liquid, then clowns with chainsaws started disemboweling me. I eventually got out of that and made it to my room, where my girlfriend came and I told her i loved her, she didnt believe me, got mad at me for tripping so much, and left. My friends came to my room and tried to talk to me, but i was hallucinating too strongly. Here's what happened:
I "woke up", my friend offered me a beer. He said, today you're going to die, buddy, im sorry. You broke your brain with too much acid and now the consciousness police have to kill you so you can be reincarnated and have a new brain. This was to happen when i went outside. This scenario happened over and over with every one of my friends, until i said "no. i dont want to." That's when i hallucinated that i was going to prison.
Because i didnt want to die, i had to go to prison for life, because i had done a terrible thing abusing my brain like this. So i went to prison, where i was instantly dismembered by prison gangs. All my parts were put in a toilet and flushed down. When i got flushed, i came out into a city.
In the city, i couldnt tell what was happening. it was like a mix of every memory i have of cities. I had to re-figure-out geometry to discern the shapes that make reality, and the city turned into my room. Everything was normal, except things were split into lines where i had drawn the shapes. I got mad and threw cheetohs all over my room because they were orange. It had been 5 hours since i dosed. My trip remained like this for the next 6 hours and when i mustered the strength to go outside everything was glowing pink/red/white and had weird tendrils coming off of it.
Mushrooms + Acid:
A friend and I took 3.5g of mushrooms and a tab of LSD around 1 AM, one night. The come up was intense. Everything got very small, i felt like i was running around in a videogame at hyperspeed. Later in the night i was overcome with an intense feeling of knowledge of self and had a ridiculously sharp sense of humor the next day.
Mixing mushrooms + LSD is a different drug than LSD or mushrooms on their own; the playfulness of mushrooms combined with the headfuck from LSD is enough to drive somebody insane, anybody who does this should do it with extreme caution and care for others.
Personally, i locked myself in my room. My friend sexually assaulted a girl and destroyed many relationships on this mix (that night) and i unlocked my door for him to come in, where he told me he loved me and then tore my room apart when i told him i wasnt bi and this was weird. I cant stress this enough - BE CAREFUL WITH YOUR THOUGHTS.
In short:
Anyway, LSD can bind to all sites except 5-HT(3) and 5-HT(4); Psilocin binds to 5-HT(1a) 5-HT(2a) 5-HT(2c). In a recreational dose of LSD, it is more likely than not that it will not bind to all possible receptors at once, leaving room for the psilocin to bind at the same time. Although LSD and psilocin change where they bind as they are metabolized, it does not change the fact that dosing both creates a bank of LSD AND psilocin, not one or the other, that will be drawn upon instead of serotonin. Thus, mixing LSD and mushrooms DOES work (adding mescaline does too); you need to be an experienced user of all three in order to be able to notice the nuances.
In addition, you should be an experienced SELF if you are to take this kind of dose. If you are uncomfortable with your own head, you will undoubtedly hurt yourself on any strong dose of psychedelics. I have done this many times, it is what i love about psychedelics - the ability to hurt myself, see what i am doing to myself, and then come out of it - the triumphant return.
I would strongly advise AGAINST the recreational use of such substances in public to semi-public places such as communal housing or concerts - you can do things you are unaware of, just by thinking about them (if you are on a high enough dose). Anybody thinking of attempting to mix doses or take heroic+ doses should be COMFORTABLE ON THEIR OWN and in a LOCKED ROOM.
Treating yourself like an insane person upon metabolizing such substances is the only way to stay 100% safe (remove all sharp objects, I once [very seriously] asked my friend to kill me and easily would have done it myself because i felt so worthless while on LSD).
psood0nym:
it is not so much that it is a special mix of drugs, but that it is a special state of mind. at least for me, the amount of hype in my own brain surrounding this type of "trinity flip" caused me to call it a "buddha flip" because of the amount of concentration needed not to spiral into a bad trip.
Disclaimer:
1) Don't forget about the fact that you can overload your serotonin receptor sites. This will effect them for a very long time. The come down from the DMT after the "trinity flip" was intense - for 2 days my thoughts were being said by other people AFTER i thought them. No matter what people say, schizophrenia is a very real side effect of hallucinogens and can be provoked by an "ongoing trip" post comedown.
2) Nobody has to agree with anything i say - this is just my knowledge (which is also other people's knowledge) and experience.