NecroTrance
Bluelighter
So yeah, I've had some fat chicks before...
(No, I am not proud of that)
Seriously, what is up with fat girls? I swear I meet so many of them in this fucking garbage dump of a town and they all have the same thing in common. They talk dirty, they want to fuck me, and then they want to date me...
Okay, I'll admit it, I'm a fairly shallow guy when it comes to appearance. My mind has been manipulated by television and all it's glorious and beautiful women and my dreams have been perpetually filled with the women I found attractive, but I often find myself putting serious thought into looking beyond my attraction in order to have some sort of a next-level(beyond masturbation)sexual experience and the problem is that fat chicks are always willing, well most of the them.
A few times, usually when under the influence, it was easier for me to just be careless and throw two shits to the wind in order to get my rocks off, but the after-effects are what bothers me...The needy and attached sense that these fat women convey to me after I've used them sexually really aggravates me.
"Look! I do not want to be your boyfriend, I don't even want to see you again!", is what I usually end up saying to these fat women. Yeah, I use them, I do, I probably hurt their feelings too, but in those rare situations where I use an attractive woman and neither of us becomes needy is where all my astonishment is to be had.
Why is it that fat chicks want to hang around after you've used them so their flabby mess of an appearance makes you feel noxious and guilty for ever letting your standards drop so low, but you don't get the same treatment from attractive women?
...Or am I just the epitome of a shallow male?
(No, I am not proud of that)
Seriously, what is up with fat girls? I swear I meet so many of them in this fucking garbage dump of a town and they all have the same thing in common. They talk dirty, they want to fuck me, and then they want to date me...
Okay, I'll admit it, I'm a fairly shallow guy when it comes to appearance. My mind has been manipulated by television and all it's glorious and beautiful women and my dreams have been perpetually filled with the women I found attractive, but I often find myself putting serious thought into looking beyond my attraction in order to have some sort of a next-level(beyond masturbation)sexual experience and the problem is that fat chicks are always willing, well most of the them.
A few times, usually when under the influence, it was easier for me to just be careless and throw two shits to the wind in order to get my rocks off, but the after-effects are what bothers me...The needy and attached sense that these fat women convey to me after I've used them sexually really aggravates me.
"Look! I do not want to be your boyfriend, I don't even want to see you again!", is what I usually end up saying to these fat women. Yeah, I use them, I do, I probably hurt their feelings too, but in those rare situations where I use an attractive woman and neither of us becomes needy is where all my astonishment is to be had.
Why is it that fat chicks want to hang around after you've used them so their flabby mess of an appearance makes you feel noxious and guilty for ever letting your standards drop so low, but you don't get the same treatment from attractive women?
...Or am I just the epitome of a shallow male?