About a week or so ago, I was getting ready for work, hadn’t done any meth since the night before, so I asked a dear friend of mine, and ex gf who’s actually currently living with me, if she could throw me some before I went to work. She fills my rig top cap up all the way, and I wasn’t aware of it.....
Sometimes I will do this thing where I squirt water on to some meth, and then I just dried up real quick without letting all of the product dissolve. So I did that with what she had put my cap, not knowing that she filled that motherfucker up all the way to shake. the first shot that I did, was just like any other shot. I decided it wasn’t enough though, and decided to draw the remainder of what was in the Up into my rig and shoot it.
As soon as I got about halfway through the shot, I knew immediately that something was wrong and that I have done too much. I get is overwhelming vibrating sensation throughout my body, and an emptiness in my stomach, which immediately starts to turn and I feel like I have to throw up.I’m late for work at this point, so I just hurry up and grab my stuff and go outside. My whole world is vibrating, and I have tunnel vision worse than I’ve ever had tunnel vision before.I also felt like I was going to have a heart attack, and that my heart was going to just explode right out of my chest.
I’ve done a ton of heroin, and I have felt myself come in and out of consciousness while on heroin and other opiates, but this was by far the scariest thing that is ever happened to me. I legitimately thought I was going to die.