shatter3ddr3ams
Greenlighter
[I know what you're all thinking..."ahahaha he said "High" instead of "Hi"! How Clever"....right?......oh...Wrong...] Hah...anyway, hi there.
To introduce myself as new to BL would be misleading. Yes, this is my first post, with my first account (interestingly enough, I intended this to be a throwaway account to comment on another thread, but I didn't realize that thread was closed...so, I figured, what the hell...), but I have lurked for a couple months, and relied on this website for years. Every time I was prepping to umm...have a new experience, I would check Erowid and I would Google the topic, and BlueLight was consistently one of the sites that would come up, and with the best information.
So, next step is a little about me, right? I'm a male college student, 23 years old, on the East Coast of the USA. I've sorta followed the gateway drug path, starting with cigarettes+booze @ 16, weed @ 17, and right around 18, the floodgates just broke and woosh. I started by RoboTripping and ended with the 8th letter of the alphabet, all within a couple years time. People ask me what I've tried, and, I think back and say unfortunately, the shorter list is what I haven't tried. I've gotta interrupt myself here and let you guys know that I don't use simply everything anymore - I don't object to a Cap'n n' Coke and/or some buds, but never on s basis, and I don't do anything hard except for opiates now, a good bunch of those are my prescription, so my law-breaking habits have reduced drastically.
Anyway, I said unfortunately because, although I think there can be a time and a place for substances, a-I did them the wrong way, risking my life in a lot of ways (getting arrested, getting in cars with drunks, driving on boomers [shrooms]) , b-I have had to deal with a variety of addictions, one of which I'm trying to end right now (and it's to the worst thing it could be), c- I've disrupted a number of interpersonal relationships because of drugs, and the most important to me, with my mother, may never completely heal.
So, here I am. I figure that, having tried most things people want to try, I could be an asset in suggesting the safest way to do things, describing the ups and downs in a matter not jaded by law or point of view (as much as I can prevent it), etc. I also hope that maybe I will find some help here - though I mentioned wanting to end an addiction, I don't just mean for that...I don't plan on stopping everything afterward (though I might, really, I'm undecided).
Sooo...that's me! My posting abilities may be severely limited by my school schedule, particularly for the next week and a half - it's time for finals, yeehaw. But I will be checking in, so yeah! Pleasure meeting you all.
-Dax
To introduce myself as new to BL would be misleading. Yes, this is my first post, with my first account (interestingly enough, I intended this to be a throwaway account to comment on another thread, but I didn't realize that thread was closed...so, I figured, what the hell...), but I have lurked for a couple months, and relied on this website for years. Every time I was prepping to umm...have a new experience, I would check Erowid and I would Google the topic, and BlueLight was consistently one of the sites that would come up, and with the best information.
So, next step is a little about me, right? I'm a male college student, 23 years old, on the East Coast of the USA. I've sorta followed the gateway drug path, starting with cigarettes+booze @ 16, weed @ 17, and right around 18, the floodgates just broke and woosh. I started by RoboTripping and ended with the 8th letter of the alphabet, all within a couple years time. People ask me what I've tried, and, I think back and say unfortunately, the shorter list is what I haven't tried. I've gotta interrupt myself here and let you guys know that I don't use simply everything anymore - I don't object to a Cap'n n' Coke and/or some buds, but never on s basis, and I don't do anything hard except for opiates now, a good bunch of those are my prescription, so my law-breaking habits have reduced drastically.
Anyway, I said unfortunately because, although I think there can be a time and a place for substances, a-I did them the wrong way, risking my life in a lot of ways (getting arrested, getting in cars with drunks, driving on boomers [shrooms]) , b-I have had to deal with a variety of addictions, one of which I'm trying to end right now (and it's to the worst thing it could be), c- I've disrupted a number of interpersonal relationships because of drugs, and the most important to me, with my mother, may never completely heal.
So, here I am. I figure that, having tried most things people want to try, I could be an asset in suggesting the safest way to do things, describing the ups and downs in a matter not jaded by law or point of view (as much as I can prevent it), etc. I also hope that maybe I will find some help here - though I mentioned wanting to end an addiction, I don't just mean for that...I don't plan on stopping everything afterward (though I might, really, I'm undecided).
Sooo...that's me! My posting abilities may be severely limited by my school schedule, particularly for the next week and a half - it's time for finals, yeehaw. But I will be checking in, so yeah! Pleasure meeting you all.
-Dax
