This is a new one I just wrote on 100mg morphine, 2mg Clonazepam and. 40 mg Díazepam.Hope you guys like it.
Beg, Steal or Borrow
Beg, Steal or Borrow, it's my lifestyle.not knowing what's the day gonna be like, it's thrilling when you get the money for ur spike.Dealing with shady people, Waiting hours, Copping your dope at the end. That way of living has a rush itself, almost as good as the heroin running through your blood when i shoot up myself. Waking up dopesick, chills and sweat, goosebumps and a fever that make you wanna crawl out of your skin I bet. That's the way I chose to live, the uncertainty of each and every moment makes it worth it. Mama Plz take me home and end this bullshit. Banging more dope, shooting up in alleyways, bathrooms, what have I become? And more importantly why? Only God knows that answer, I'm starting to crave another shot, the writer. the writer of this story that never ends, I just wanna quit this cycle, mates. This is not living, its been 5 years and all I've accomplished is sleeping. Another shot, nodding off. That's how my days pass by, In a world of dreams where you're still mine. What am I waiting for to close this chapter of my life? I guess deep down I don't want it to end. Banging fire dope and smoking crack like a fiend. I get on my knees and pray, gimme just one more chance and I won't blow it away.... Dope is my obsession, I should quit now but there's so much temptation. Ima leave this town for good, otherwise I'm gonna be dead pretty soon. Baby I remember the days when we were happy together, I kissed your forehead and told you everything was gonna be OK, you looked at me with those beautiful eyes i miss em so much today. I lost everything in the process chasing the dragon, yet I keep searching that ultimate high that it's unreachable. Fuck the world right now I'm Invincible. Until the dope wears off, then I'll beg steal or borrow until once again I'm nodding off....
