well,i'we been reading this forum for 6 months or so,and finally made an account because i need some help..I'm 16 and already have a serious problem with alcohol. I've been drinking daily for 3-4 years and combining alcohol with weed benzos and amphetamine..i also have a passion for LSD and MDMA. Maybe i should write this in the dark side because it seems my whole life is in the dark side..most of my relationships were based on manipulation,cheating,stealing so i don't know if i actualy have any good friends who are able to help me..I would want to finish school but i'm currently unable to do so..I almost failed first grade but moved to another schol,failed second one but i complained and menaged to pass it.Now I seem to be so lost and hang out with false friends drinking ,stealing and doing drugs just to escape reality..I think I can't completely consult with my parents about this,so I would ask someone more experienced here for advice..thank you 

