Lord_of_the
Greenlighter
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- Jun 13, 2025
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Hello everyone!
I've known of Bluelight for long time, but it is just now that I decided to join. The reason - I want to re-kindle my relationship with psychedelics.
About 10 years ago, in my twenties, I was an over-enthusiastic user. Too eager, for my own good, to explore, to try and try again everything I was able to lay my mitts on.
I have invited others to join the fun, even enabled it for some. I had a renown back then, but that was different life, a different person.
At some point my relation with psychedelics died. I cant tell for sure what was the reason. Maybe it was the work, or the colors just bleached, like an overexposed film.
I am not sure anymore.
It was ages ago.
Since then I was smoking pot only. I just settled for it, an easy all-round recreational (it's legal where I live). But that lost it's charm also, I mean I can smoke/vape it, but its kinda meh. I don't feel like it anymore.
I am reading a book by Peter Watts, a scifi writer, The Blindsight. It triggered some of the very good memories I had with substances like 2-CP, 4-HO-MET.
Back in the days I was reading lots and sampling many substances. I can't remember them all but these are honorable mentions: MXE, DXM, many LSD likes, tryptamines, mepehedrone and its cousins, amphetamine, cocaine, shrooms and like.
Can't remember them all, it was just too chaotic. I guess I want co come back to the good old days, I've been feeling like this lately. Is this the midlife crisis creeping on me?
However I am a grown man now, with just enough stability to approach it in more orderly fashion. I want to prepare myself and my tripping companion. Do things right.
I want the colors to come back, and have fun again.
I've known of Bluelight for long time, but it is just now that I decided to join. The reason - I want to re-kindle my relationship with psychedelics.
About 10 years ago, in my twenties, I was an over-enthusiastic user. Too eager, for my own good, to explore, to try and try again everything I was able to lay my mitts on.
I have invited others to join the fun, even enabled it for some. I had a renown back then, but that was different life, a different person.
At some point my relation with psychedelics died. I cant tell for sure what was the reason. Maybe it was the work, or the colors just bleached, like an overexposed film.
I am not sure anymore.
It was ages ago.
Since then I was smoking pot only. I just settled for it, an easy all-round recreational (it's legal where I live). But that lost it's charm also, I mean I can smoke/vape it, but its kinda meh. I don't feel like it anymore.
I am reading a book by Peter Watts, a scifi writer, The Blindsight. It triggered some of the very good memories I had with substances like 2-CP, 4-HO-MET.
Back in the days I was reading lots and sampling many substances. I can't remember them all but these are honorable mentions: MXE, DXM, many LSD likes, tryptamines, mepehedrone and its cousins, amphetamine, cocaine, shrooms and like.
Can't remember them all, it was just too chaotic. I guess I want co come back to the good old days, I've been feeling like this lately. Is this the midlife crisis creeping on me?
However I am a grown man now, with just enough stability to approach it in more orderly fashion. I want to prepare myself and my tripping companion. Do things right.
I want the colors to come back, and have fun again.
