Dr Plankton
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- May 2, 2012
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Dr P Lankton here (Spongebob fans should get the reference).
I am over 50 and have been a moderate but almost daily alcohol drinker since I was 18. I know, I know. But it takes the edge off - helps me decompress at the end of the day and feel more "me" somehow. These days I never drink silly amounts - I used to in my youth but now I just like to chill and maybe feel a bit merry at the weekend.
I have tried cannabis many times over the years and it has never done anything much for me except make me more introspective - which for someone who is an introspective introvert in the first place is pointless and zero fun. Beyond the introspective phase i just get dizzy and incoherent, so I think i have basically given up exploring that particular drug.
The day I took MDMA for the first time I knew I had found my drug of choice. That really hit the spot, lifted me to a transcendent level of physical, mental and social happiness that I didn't know existed within me. I actially wrote about my first e experience on erowid. After about my 5th time on e the magic seemed to have vanished. Perhaps it was the drug being less pure than my first few times, or perhaps it was my mindset - too much expectation riding on it, leading to disappointment - or perhaps I was just not getting the dosage right for me. I suspect all three. Anyway, I was gutted for a while. But then it returned ... Yippee!
After losing touch with certain contacts, MDMA became very difficult to get hold of for a while. That's when I discovered my second choice - methylone. Leet me explain why I love m1. I have chronic fatigue, aka ME. Having ME is like having a constant comedown - zero energy and lots of aches and pains. Not constant, but maybe half of each day. I find that an occasional light dose of m1 gives me a fantastic relief from it. Not only does my body feel ok, I feel more than ok. It's a blessing, I can tell you.
Ok, that's me. Over and out.
I am over 50 and have been a moderate but almost daily alcohol drinker since I was 18. I know, I know. But it takes the edge off - helps me decompress at the end of the day and feel more "me" somehow. These days I never drink silly amounts - I used to in my youth but now I just like to chill and maybe feel a bit merry at the weekend.
I have tried cannabis many times over the years and it has never done anything much for me except make me more introspective - which for someone who is an introspective introvert in the first place is pointless and zero fun. Beyond the introspective phase i just get dizzy and incoherent, so I think i have basically given up exploring that particular drug.
The day I took MDMA for the first time I knew I had found my drug of choice. That really hit the spot, lifted me to a transcendent level of physical, mental and social happiness that I didn't know existed within me. I actially wrote about my first e experience on erowid. After about my 5th time on e the magic seemed to have vanished. Perhaps it was the drug being less pure than my first few times, or perhaps it was my mindset - too much expectation riding on it, leading to disappointment - or perhaps I was just not getting the dosage right for me. I suspect all three. Anyway, I was gutted for a while. But then it returned ... Yippee!
After losing touch with certain contacts, MDMA became very difficult to get hold of for a while. That's when I discovered my second choice - methylone. Leet me explain why I love m1. I have chronic fatigue, aka ME. Having ME is like having a constant comedown - zero energy and lots of aches and pains. Not constant, but maybe half of each day. I find that an occasional light dose of m1 gives me a fantastic relief from it. Not only does my body feel ok, I feel more than ok. It's a blessing, I can tell you.
Ok, that's me. Over and out.
. Have you checked out the Methylone threads?
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