I did introduce myself earlier however I realized i needed to change my username as it was to obvious for anyone trying to find me. I have a past that gives me respite at times but then something happens and it all comes flooding back....my only way of coping now is with codeine its the only thing that helps anymore...i cant cut like i used to as my platelets are low and my blood doesnt clot like it should. dont know what else i can do but use to ease my mind. im so tired all i want to do is sleep no matter how much i get.

