Methamphibian
Greenlighter
I am very excited to have found this site. I have used drugs, usually as self-medication and not recreationally, for many years.
Seven years ago I was hooked on Methadone, Klonopin, and Meth, and was caught with a lab in my home. I say "lab" because that's what they called it even though it consisted of one 150ML beaker with RP residue and some empty pseudo boxes. I had been making small 2- or 3-gram batches for my own personal use. I never sold it or gave it to anyone. When a Klonopin-induced blackout brawl with my wife brought the police to our home in the middle of the night, they found several liters of solvent, left over trash from the manufacturing process that had already been gassed long ago and never thrown away. There were no drugs in the house, but the solvent tested positive for meth, and in accordance with adulterants & dilutants laws I was charged & convicted of the manufacture of a ridiculous amount of dope I'd never made or even seen in my life. I did 6 years of a 20-year sentence before making parole. I was released in October 2015, and truly thought I'd never use again. But when my Dad died just before Christmas, and another parolee AT THE PAROLE OFFICE offered, I found myself holding a pipe. I told myself it would just be "just this once". That was 2 months ago and I haven't stopped since. I've tried. I deleted all my contacts and resolved never to use again. But after 4 or 5 days of hating life I somehow hacked my own phone and found the numbers. The truth is that I love how I feel when I'm on it. I don't really get high - it makes me calm & focused, content, serene. I had decided that it was hopeless, and was looking for a rehab online because I knew it was either that or inevitably violate parole, when I discovered this phenomenon of RCs...this is very encouraging news to me. That there are chemicals that are legal that will not show up in drug tests and work even better than street drugs, this opens a whole new world to me. If I can make this work I don't have to deal with criminals, or drive around with Schedule 1 controlled substances. I don't have to hate myself and feel guilty, don't have to live in fear that I will go back to prison. To police reading these posts, please understand I'm only interested in medicating myself - responsibly & legally. I don't break the law anymore, aside from having used illegal drugs before I had any other options. To everyone else, I am very grateful to be here and look forward to learning from you all and being a part of this. Maybe I can contribute something useful. Thank you!
Seven years ago I was hooked on Methadone, Klonopin, and Meth, and was caught with a lab in my home. I say "lab" because that's what they called it even though it consisted of one 150ML beaker with RP residue and some empty pseudo boxes. I had been making small 2- or 3-gram batches for my own personal use. I never sold it or gave it to anyone. When a Klonopin-induced blackout brawl with my wife brought the police to our home in the middle of the night, they found several liters of solvent, left over trash from the manufacturing process that had already been gassed long ago and never thrown away. There were no drugs in the house, but the solvent tested positive for meth, and in accordance with adulterants & dilutants laws I was charged & convicted of the manufacture of a ridiculous amount of dope I'd never made or even seen in my life. I did 6 years of a 20-year sentence before making parole. I was released in October 2015, and truly thought I'd never use again. But when my Dad died just before Christmas, and another parolee AT THE PAROLE OFFICE offered, I found myself holding a pipe. I told myself it would just be "just this once". That was 2 months ago and I haven't stopped since. I've tried. I deleted all my contacts and resolved never to use again. But after 4 or 5 days of hating life I somehow hacked my own phone and found the numbers. The truth is that I love how I feel when I'm on it. I don't really get high - it makes me calm & focused, content, serene. I had decided that it was hopeless, and was looking for a rehab online because I knew it was either that or inevitably violate parole, when I discovered this phenomenon of RCs...this is very encouraging news to me. That there are chemicals that are legal that will not show up in drug tests and work even better than street drugs, this opens a whole new world to me. If I can make this work I don't have to deal with criminals, or drive around with Schedule 1 controlled substances. I don't have to hate myself and feel guilty, don't have to live in fear that I will go back to prison. To police reading these posts, please understand I'm only interested in medicating myself - responsibly & legally. I don't break the law anymore, aside from having used illegal drugs before I had any other options. To everyone else, I am very grateful to be here and look forward to learning from you all and being a part of this. Maybe I can contribute something useful. Thank you!
