TogetherintheSky
Greenlighter
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- Nov 13, 2010
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I'd snorted 100mg of street china white from melbourne the week before, and it was good, but really nothing like what i'd read heroin's sposed to be like. And then last night, I IV'd it:
11:15: first ever IV experience, second ever heroin experience. It's the same amount as last week, 100mg of white off the streets of Melbourne, Australia. I pulled back and got blood, so I know I was in - and then I shot up.
There was no rush whatsoever. I pressed the whole thing over about 30 seconds, and that's how long it took for me to feel it. And what did I feel? Just the same as when I snorted it a week earlier. I felt slow, drowsy, and nice - but nothing close to 'mindblowing,' 'life-changing' or 'hands down the best feeling ever.'
11:30: I'm watching TV. I'm feeling comfortable and drowsy, but I'd hardly call it euphoric: there's definetly a lot of contentment, but its not out of this world. I close my eyes until I can only just make out the TV screen, and then when I try to re-focus, it's really hard: the two images of the TV in my field of vision seem to be like opposite magnets. They keep rebounding off each other, and its nice... just nice.
Every time I stand up, the drowsiness disapperas. I think this is the nod: alternating between drwosy and alert.
11:45: eating icecream makes me a little nauseous, but not uncomfortably so. I have a few sucks, and I need to stop for a few minutes, until the nausea dies down. Then I can continue eating icecream, only to feel sick again. But I never felt that sick... just a little bit.
12:00: my mouth feels a tiny bit dry, but again, not uncomfortably so.
Basically this went on until about two hours after injection, and after that, I just felt like I was on a real small amount of benzos. I never felt properly sick at all, I never came close to throwing up. The only opiates I've used before are codeine once, oxycodone twice and H these two times, so I shouldn't have a tolerance.
So to sum up:
- 100mg, probably low quality, IV
- 90% sure the IV was performed fine
- lasted 2 hours
- pupils definetly dilated
- no rush, 30 seconds to kick in
- no heroin taste in the back of mouth
- no real nausea
- little bit itchy
- alternately drowsy and alert (nod)
- not very euphoric, just very relaxing and content - totally achievable without drugs
- since last night, no cravings or addiction feeling - but yes, i do have intentions to do it again, because i still feel heroin has much more to show me
So why do you think it wasn't that amazing?
- Maybe I just don't enjoy opiates that much? (I snorted 40mg of oxycodone for my first ever opiate experience, and while it was better than this iv heroin experience, it still wasn't that good. Not as good as described by other users on bluelight.)
- Maybe the dose was too low? (as I said, it was proabbly low quality gear, it wasn't off somebody who necessarily cares about me)
- Maybe it wasn't H? I was thinking it might have been morhpine or fentanyl?
On the bright side, at least I didn't overdose or die or bleed all over my house or anything....
What do you think?
11:15: first ever IV experience, second ever heroin experience. It's the same amount as last week, 100mg of white off the streets of Melbourne, Australia. I pulled back and got blood, so I know I was in - and then I shot up.
There was no rush whatsoever. I pressed the whole thing over about 30 seconds, and that's how long it took for me to feel it. And what did I feel? Just the same as when I snorted it a week earlier. I felt slow, drowsy, and nice - but nothing close to 'mindblowing,' 'life-changing' or 'hands down the best feeling ever.'
11:30: I'm watching TV. I'm feeling comfortable and drowsy, but I'd hardly call it euphoric: there's definetly a lot of contentment, but its not out of this world. I close my eyes until I can only just make out the TV screen, and then when I try to re-focus, it's really hard: the two images of the TV in my field of vision seem to be like opposite magnets. They keep rebounding off each other, and its nice... just nice.
Every time I stand up, the drowsiness disapperas. I think this is the nod: alternating between drwosy and alert.
11:45: eating icecream makes me a little nauseous, but not uncomfortably so. I have a few sucks, and I need to stop for a few minutes, until the nausea dies down. Then I can continue eating icecream, only to feel sick again. But I never felt that sick... just a little bit.
12:00: my mouth feels a tiny bit dry, but again, not uncomfortably so.
Basically this went on until about two hours after injection, and after that, I just felt like I was on a real small amount of benzos. I never felt properly sick at all, I never came close to throwing up. The only opiates I've used before are codeine once, oxycodone twice and H these two times, so I shouldn't have a tolerance.
So to sum up:
- 100mg, probably low quality, IV
- 90% sure the IV was performed fine
- lasted 2 hours
- pupils definetly dilated
- no rush, 30 seconds to kick in
- no heroin taste in the back of mouth
- no real nausea
- little bit itchy
- alternately drowsy and alert (nod)
- not very euphoric, just very relaxing and content - totally achievable without drugs
- since last night, no cravings or addiction feeling - but yes, i do have intentions to do it again, because i still feel heroin has much more to show me
So why do you think it wasn't that amazing?
- Maybe I just don't enjoy opiates that much? (I snorted 40mg of oxycodone for my first ever opiate experience, and while it was better than this iv heroin experience, it still wasn't that good. Not as good as described by other users on bluelight.)
- Maybe the dose was too low? (as I said, it was proabbly low quality gear, it wasn't off somebody who necessarily cares about me)
- Maybe it wasn't H? I was thinking it might have been morhpine or fentanyl?
On the bright side, at least I didn't overdose or die or bleed all over my house or anything....
What do you think?
