xxsicknessxx
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The basics. I've been taking a diet drug for a month now phentermine, and I've walked every day except for one day off. I lost ten then gained five back and over all this entire month I've eaten the same. Now I could cut out 300 - 700 calories pretty easily from my diet I just don't want to I really like my 1 top Ramon a day and my 3-4 cokes. So I get that's not perfect beside that I eat very healthy. What I'm really asking about is my feet have started hurting so I was either going to take another day off again which feels wrong because I'm gaining even if it's muscle is still not what I want so I was going to set my timer for four 15 min. And lift weights for the 15 min the reason why I'm asking is I walk for 45 min and I keep walking more and more and I just I'm so weak for spending 6 months in the hospital and 5 months in a resting home in the last four years plus two other long hospital stays and my arms are so weak my weights are four pounds each I just feel like even if I get tired it's worthless and that I should spend my time walking that'll get me more bang for my buck so to speak? Any thoughts? Is simple science that I could cut the top Ramon and coke out and I would probably see weight loss from that plus my doctor keeps telling me to eat breakfast and fast the rest of the day. Thing is I can fast in able to I've done it before it's just even with the diet drug I've been really feeling like all the meth in my past night of damaged my brain or maybe the truck that hit me or my heart failure that ended with me getting paddle shocked back to life might have lost me some brain sells because I've been kinda obsessive about food recently and I had gastric bypass I lost 255 pounds so I had food issues but I have a hard time thinking this is how everyone feels, I feel singled out like I'm the only person who follows the rules just to not lose weight. The odd thing is I never on the last four years worked out and I never cared what I ate and I've always managed to stay around 185-190 I got on the diet pills because I gained five pounds that didn't seem natural to me but maybe I really have gained muscle I won't know until Wed when I can use the fancy scale at my doctor's that checks your muscle. I'll update this post then and until then any advise would be great because while I'm ready to change things forever I'm also only willing to do that if I can still eat the stuff I like I can't give up top Ramon forever I guess I got used to it jail I have no idea why I started craving it again but I do, I arr I want one right now. Thanks for reading.