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TempSanity

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First post. Have to, to move on here at Bluelight. Cruised through some forums before, after being directed by a few search engines. Been around awhile and have seen many aspects of the counterculture of drugs, good and bad. Thankfully never ended up as a casualty due to - you name the drug as I probably romanced it for awhile. Open, liberal minded, but really seemed to have become more conservative (no not politics ),but in my choice of alterants. Possess a decent and read library of material on various subjects, mostly leaning towards psychedelics. So that conservative stance is recently been towards RCs ( sure I've unwittingly consumed some in the past ), and a recent questioning of an MDMA weekend, where I fear the outcome is a bit of lost memory. Not large, but a few small things like not being able to recall a name of someone famous, someone I had mentioned often. But ever since the session, the name is gone and I mean totally. So do I wait to see if it comes back or just look it up which would be simple? Do I wait for the cloud to evaporate to reveal the memory or force it back by being given the answer? This was just supposed to be a short intro. Got kind of carried away there. Like with the trail I ended up on after picking up a Castaneda book in '75 .....after my first trip...'green mescaline' I was told upon purchase. Really been chasing that experience ever since. A fricking magical miracle there for an all to brief moment for a 16 year old.
So perhaps I can be of assistance here to someone and of course someone might assist me as I am still highly curious on all aspects of this culture and still partipate and want to try new things. But all be it, a bit wiser in the endeavour.
 
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