Well I've stopped smoking grass and taking drugs, except for caffeine and similar for at least the past 3 days after feeling I was getting too paranoid/anxious/depressed from heavy use in general of all drugs so weed had to go with it.
To be honest, my sleep has definitely went to shit, it takes hours to get off to sleep and when I do it's never for long for a decent nights sleep. But since I'm not high all the time I'm still alright, almost like a counter-balance. Got a few hours there but don't want to be up all night now fuck sake. It'd be easy if I could watch TV but I do not have the concentration/attention span for it for some strange reason, almost if I'm stoned if it's something properly good but sober like this not a chance.
I haven't found anything else an issue whatsoever, not even boredom really to be honest. However the issues that I stopped taking drugs over, such as feeling depressed, while they've eased are still there but I'm hoping this script of beta blockers speeds things up a bit but they are for anxiety, but have had personal issues too that time needs to heal. As I don't plan to stop entirely, I just need to learn how to moderate drug usage. Best quote I heard in a while is that 'I noticed that when I go out, I'm more looking forward to what I'm going out to take than what I'm going to do.' And that was the case for me. Also loss of appetite but that's cause I don't sleep/eat without weed.
Does anyone know a bit more about weed/drug breaks and getting them out of your system. On my time on BL people have rhymed off lots of timespans such as takes 3 days, 1 month, 3 months, 1 year, etc. Has anyone with anxiety ever been in a similar situation, tried the sober route and realized it was weed? Personally I think it was due to heavy benzo/stimulant/psychedelic use too and I just pushed myself a little far, but you can't do these things half assed and I've never taken a break from drugs in my life before so may as well.