desirefordefeat
Greenlighter
ok, so here's what happened,
not too long ago i was over a friends place. i did a bunch of drugs. crack, ice, speed, alcohol, (Snorted what i thought was just a pinger) and lastly weed. not sure of the quantities. but i was feeling alright until i did the weed, i know it usually kicks everything into to action, (not sure of the term) but i wasn't ready for what happened not too long after....
anyway, next thing i know i was puking (from the alcohol) but i also felt like i was passing out, but every ten seconds or so (im not sure how long it was but it didnt feel like long) i would "snap" out of it. it felt like it went on for a long time. i thought i was passing out, and i've never passed out before so i felt really scared i kept asking my friends not to let me die haha. i eventually fell asleep and felt better the next morning.
at first i didn't think about it much but i have been lately and i think back on it and remember feeling really peaceful, it was amazing, but i couldn't appreciate it because i didn't think i had taken anything that could cause that and i'm not a heavy user. i remember thinking back on it wishing i was there again (without the puking) it would have been absolutely PERFECT. i just like i REALLY wanted to let myself go, but i thought if i did something bad would happen, and i only thought i was passing out. it never occured to me i may have been on the "nod" and that that pill i took may have been something else.
i know this is long, but i just want to know what it was. i'd really appreciate any answers!!
not too long ago i was over a friends place. i did a bunch of drugs. crack, ice, speed, alcohol, (Snorted what i thought was just a pinger) and lastly weed. not sure of the quantities. but i was feeling alright until i did the weed, i know it usually kicks everything into to action, (not sure of the term) but i wasn't ready for what happened not too long after....
anyway, next thing i know i was puking (from the alcohol) but i also felt like i was passing out, but every ten seconds or so (im not sure how long it was but it didnt feel like long) i would "snap" out of it. it felt like it went on for a long time. i thought i was passing out, and i've never passed out before so i felt really scared i kept asking my friends not to let me die haha. i eventually fell asleep and felt better the next morning.
at first i didn't think about it much but i have been lately and i think back on it and remember feeling really peaceful, it was amazing, but i couldn't appreciate it because i didn't think i had taken anything that could cause that and i'm not a heavy user. i remember thinking back on it wishing i was there again (without the puking) it would have been absolutely PERFECT. i just like i REALLY wanted to let myself go, but i thought if i did something bad would happen, and i only thought i was passing out. it never occured to me i may have been on the "nod" and that that pill i took may have been something else.
i know this is long, but i just want to know what it was. i'd really appreciate any answers!!
