Kaotic Dan
Bluelighter
Help me identify what I tripped off last night! (long)
Ok, keep in mind i've never tripped in my life. Last night over the course of the night I took three Green CK's spaced over the course of 4-5 hours and a little while after I took the last pill the ecstasy wore off fairly quickly and I realized I wasnt feeling quiet right. All my muscles were really really tense. I thought for a while the rolls were just really speeded up and I took too many, so I had my friends give me a massage to help me relax. This didnt help at all, and it wasnt really that I was really really tense but my body felt really wierd and bad. Then I noticed people were talking to me and i was taking a while to answer them, and thats when I noticed my sense of time was beggining to get screwed up. Some things that just happened felt like so long ago yet when I said something it felt like it happened in the future...hard to explain. Thats when I started freaking out and thought I was ODing. People were asking me if I was ok and it was so hard to talk to them and it took forever to figure out what they said...yet all along I knew. I figured for a while that maybe I was just rolling too hard, and i should enjoy it, so some friends tried to blow me up with glowstix and massage, but during the peak of it I felt like i overloaded and blacked out, and when then all of a sudden it felt like i just woke up from bieng passed out, yet I remembered exactly what happened??? I then realized I wasnt rolling at all but I was tripping my balls off and talked to my friend who took 2 1/2 and he said hes tripped alot and this was definatly tripping. We then went for a walk and it took what felt like 15 mins to get out each sentance for each of us, yet we understood what eachother was saying. I tried to use the phone to call the guy who gave these to me but I couldnt figure out how to dial his number.I just couldnt do it, the numbers wouldnt go from the paper to my head to the phone...they got lost somewhere in the middle. My friend called and the dealer said for me to just enjoy what was goin on...and he will check up on me later. After that I relaxed a little and realized It would end at some point and enjoy it while it was happening. After that I relaxed alot and really started to look at what was goin on. My friend told me to jump up and stomp my feet as hard as I could, and when I did I bounced for like 1 minute lol. I did get some visuals, like shadows and reflections off the water looked in detail like something completely different. I saw lots of little rainbows in the clouds and the water, but over all hallucinations were pretty light and in the backround. Everthing looked very interesting... pretty cool really. Sort of like I was an observer of the world seeing things for the first time. The thing I was tripping out on most though was my sence of time. Over the course of the whole night I did have to pee and no matter what I tried I couldnt do it. I took the last pill at about 3:30-4:00am and didnt feel normal at all and wasnt able to sleep till about 10:00am. I woke up at 2:00pm and still didnt feel normal, and everything still seemed like it was new to me. All day I stared at things like they were just so interesting. Some of my friends who only took 1-1 1/2 of these pills only felt what I felt very very mildly, yet felt the after effects almost as much as I did. During the time it was a bad trip, i must say it was the scarriest hour of my life, but in the end I felt I came out of it better then when I went in. As you can see this was a really eye oppening experience, and I need all your help trying to figure out what the hell it was that caused this! By the way, when I felt like i blacked out my friends said my eyes never closed. Thanks for you help!!!
Dan
P.S. Sorry it was so long, trying to express this fucked up night is so hard.
Ok, keep in mind i've never tripped in my life. Last night over the course of the night I took three Green CK's spaced over the course of 4-5 hours and a little while after I took the last pill the ecstasy wore off fairly quickly and I realized I wasnt feeling quiet right. All my muscles were really really tense. I thought for a while the rolls were just really speeded up and I took too many, so I had my friends give me a massage to help me relax. This didnt help at all, and it wasnt really that I was really really tense but my body felt really wierd and bad. Then I noticed people were talking to me and i was taking a while to answer them, and thats when I noticed my sense of time was beggining to get screwed up. Some things that just happened felt like so long ago yet when I said something it felt like it happened in the future...hard to explain. Thats when I started freaking out and thought I was ODing. People were asking me if I was ok and it was so hard to talk to them and it took forever to figure out what they said...yet all along I knew. I figured for a while that maybe I was just rolling too hard, and i should enjoy it, so some friends tried to blow me up with glowstix and massage, but during the peak of it I felt like i overloaded and blacked out, and when then all of a sudden it felt like i just woke up from bieng passed out, yet I remembered exactly what happened??? I then realized I wasnt rolling at all but I was tripping my balls off and talked to my friend who took 2 1/2 and he said hes tripped alot and this was definatly tripping. We then went for a walk and it took what felt like 15 mins to get out each sentance for each of us, yet we understood what eachother was saying. I tried to use the phone to call the guy who gave these to me but I couldnt figure out how to dial his number.I just couldnt do it, the numbers wouldnt go from the paper to my head to the phone...they got lost somewhere in the middle. My friend called and the dealer said for me to just enjoy what was goin on...and he will check up on me later. After that I relaxed a little and realized It would end at some point and enjoy it while it was happening. After that I relaxed alot and really started to look at what was goin on. My friend told me to jump up and stomp my feet as hard as I could, and when I did I bounced for like 1 minute lol. I did get some visuals, like shadows and reflections off the water looked in detail like something completely different. I saw lots of little rainbows in the clouds and the water, but over all hallucinations were pretty light and in the backround. Everthing looked very interesting... pretty cool really. Sort of like I was an observer of the world seeing things for the first time. The thing I was tripping out on most though was my sence of time. Over the course of the whole night I did have to pee and no matter what I tried I couldnt do it. I took the last pill at about 3:30-4:00am and didnt feel normal at all and wasnt able to sleep till about 10:00am. I woke up at 2:00pm and still didnt feel normal, and everything still seemed like it was new to me. All day I stared at things like they were just so interesting. Some of my friends who only took 1-1 1/2 of these pills only felt what I felt very very mildly, yet felt the after effects almost as much as I did. During the time it was a bad trip, i must say it was the scarriest hour of my life, but in the end I felt I came out of it better then when I went in. As you can see this was a really eye oppening experience, and I need all your help trying to figure out what the hell it was that caused this! By the way, when I felt like i blacked out my friends said my eyes never closed. Thanks for you help!!!
Dan
P.S. Sorry it was so long, trying to express this fucked up night is so hard.