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Mental Health Help, Im being sexually abused in my dreams?

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Mayonaise812

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Hey just wanted to get some opinions on this subject. It started when I was into taking ecstasy pretty heavily around the age of 18. Thinking it was because of the e I stopped taking it and i havent for about 4 years now.

the problem is this basically. Sometimes i will be caught between being awake/asleep. Where I cant move but i know im sleeping. There will be sensations like someone is touching me inappropriately/abusing me. It doesnt feel like a normal person's touch though. it feels like pure energy coursing through my body where it touches me. like ill feel it touch my side and its like a huge tingle that causes me to try to pull away from it. sometimes i can feel like two hands just grabbing my breasts or full on anal rape?? btw I am a guy and no i do not have any recollection of being raped/abused in my life time although i have suspected some sort of trauma like this in the past though partly from the dreams. any suggestions on how to make it stop? and yes ive tried 3 different counselors, tons of different combos of medications and none of them do shit.
 
I've had this. It seems to be an astral projection type deal that isn't super controlable and counselors don't know anything about it really. Medicine won't help. Try meditation. Heavy mdma use always gave me astral projection but not always sexual.
 
yeah thats a possibility ive always considered also. but the question with that is, would that be a real person doing that though? like someone that i know/have known?
 
In my personal opinion yes. Kinda an odd subject for me to get into over the internet but in my experience it's not always a person. Could be though, look into remote viewing, astral projection, lucid dreaming etc. People talk down on it in scientific discussions because its poorly understood at least by the mainstream but I know the military utilizes these types of things to their benefit.
 
i definately agree with you because it just happened after i posted a picture of myself on my facebook. i would like to discuss it further over some sort of im system kik or skype perhaps if you have it.
 
^^ I agree...You can't give in to it. You better look that shit up...will suck more than your dick....allllll dat energy
 
Pray, pray. Cleanse your home. It's possible that evil spirits/demons are messing with you. Be strong. Don't let them win.
 
I get this and it scares life put of me, I'm afraid to goto sleep after which then means I'm too tired for work next day.

My dreams are so real and vivid, I've dreamt several times that the devil Is forcing himself on me sexually and there nothing I can do. I know im sleeping and try to wake myself up from it which is weird within itself cause it seems so real within the dream. I usually end up waking from the sounds of my own screams.

The look of the devil never changes and in one dream he also impregnated me.

I'm not some wacky religious freak either and don't practice any type religion so I can't understand why I have these dreams.
 
That sounds super intense. It seems like you are suffering from effects of some sort of trauma, which you may not remember and now may have ptsd symptoms.

I have ptsd and my doctor prescribed me 8mg prazosin (totally knocks dreams out). It's marketed to treat high blood pressure but psychs use it for ptsd too & are not quite sure on the mechanism of action. I get 0 trauma dreams now. Maybe research it and talk to your doctor?
 
I have not had these dreaming episodes in years, but they used to happen to me quite often, usually in the mornings… I would wake up but couldn't move. I could see everything around me and my cousins sleeping on the floor and my cat, but couldn't move my body. Terrifying.

Severe abuse or trauma can block out repressed memories, of the incidents… especially if repetitive. Basic counseling to deal with these states doesn't always work, talk therapy etc… not helpful. EMDR or Regressive therapy, Hypnosis might be enlightening. Painful but helpful…. you have to have the right guide, someone you trust. Good luck!
 
^ That happens to me every single morning. I need to pee sooooo bad sometimes but can't get up. It's horrible and exhausting.
 
It's a succubus, not an incubus. A succubus is an an evil spirit that molests males in their sleep, while an incubus does likewise with females. They are both very old words for long recognized phenomena. As far as I know, there is nothing you can do about it but maybe pray or visit a witchdoctor for an effective remedy.
 
It's called sleep paralysis: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sleep_paralysis

The sense of the "intruder" in the room interacting with your body is the most common hallucination.

People used to think it was caused by witches (there's some really fascinating illustrations from a few centuries back of people with witches sitting on their chest, preventing them from moving) but it's now theorised to be caused by disruptions in REM sleep - i.e. you become conscious/wake up, but you're still dreaming. And because your brain thinks you're asleep, it prevents your body from moving and flailing around.
 
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