Help. I think lsd messed my mind up

[deadlyliquidx]

Hello there all,
I need advice.

I took LSD and it fundamentally changed alot of aspects of me.

I woke up from the trip, and could not recognize myself. Felt like i was still in my dream. Very dissociated feeling. Nothing feels real anymore.
Its been 2 weeks since. I went to the hospital a week ago due to a panic attack.

The bad:
My senses are much more numb, food doesent taste as good, im not as hungry, I dont feel emotions or sensory things as intense as usual. I'm also much less motivated. Dont feel love as intensely as I did.
Afraid to sleep (getting better though).
Everything I take is super enhanced, caffine any herbal medications.
Feel like i don't have long stretch in long term goals.


The Good:
Much more calmer then ever. Not worried about people think of me. Getting work done (I work with computers), almost on autopilot. Am owning meetings in a new confident tone. Randomly satisfied.
Back pain not nearly as prominent.
Solving puzzles on autopilot. Very patient.
Been losing weight even though I am purposely gorging on food.
Less daydreaming.
Not startled or afraid at possible anxiety worthy news as much.
I workout harder for longer without noticing.


So basically what I hate: Numbness, lack of motivation, lack of intensity in emotion.

Anyone experience this?
Thanks

 

[DrugOmen]

Sorry you are experiencing these negatives. I myself have never experienced theae after an lsd experience but this isnt the first time ice read about these symptoms either.

Im glad you found great benefit with the experience.

I believe if you try to live a healthy lifestyle (mind,body,spirit) then everything will work itself out and you will also have the added benefits that you received.

 

[Beenhead]

To my eye it almost sounds like LSD turned you into a functioning adult!
lets see:
Numb, works harder, sleep bad, screw other peoples thoughts, The news is a sham playing on my anxieties... yep

seriously though, be healthy and the negatives will subside. Be worried if you get paranoid ideation, hallucinations, or severe depression weeks after.